Originally Posted by
coocoobananas
Honestly? Pretty bad, just low feeling and jealous and I hate feeling that. I knew I wouldn't get a girl, but I thought maybe this time I thought things would go my way:(
I'm sure it's just some down days and I will perk up. But I am trying really hard not to be here but PM's call me back. Maybe I'll start a board of failed swayers so we can talk... Although I'm not sure if talking about what you aren't getting is better or trying to not think about it do much?!? I think it would be neat to see our boys grow up and see how each of us is doing ok. I try to find women with blogs online who have 3 boys and when they're all happy, it brings me comfort. Although there's still this thing...I won't ever have a girl, all I wanted was 1 girl aghhhh! K gotta log off, driving me crazy again;)