Currently in L&D due to preterm labor

:tissue: just heartbreaking... of course you are enjoying your little girl, but at the same time you miss Logan so much. I wish you love and light mama, lots of it.

Sweetpea, I am so sorry for your loss. I can somewhat relate to what you are going through, it's just over 10 weeks ago that Evelyn was born and it feels a lot closer, but then at times it feels like a dream that was very very distant.

Thinks also set me off for random reasons. There are two women who were due within a couple of weeks of me and seeing them every day on the school run and hearing them talking about their babies, it breaks my heart, yet seeing babies and mostly interacting with them, makes me smile. There are days where it will suddenly hit me and I break down. Unfortunately you have to accept the grief, embrace it and take time for it. You do feel better for it and I try to think of my girl every day. I also talk to her when I can, the other night my husband was away so I took the time to cry and talk to her, look at her photos and just generally miss her. I woke in the morning feeling better, as I felt I'd spent time 'with' her and wasn't keeping myself in denial about what's happened.

Enjoy that baby girl of yours, but take time to talk to and remember your baby boy.

It's so heartbreaking to read your words and feel the grief that is in them. Please know your beautiful son is in Heaven watching over you and praying for you. He is still a very big part of your family and has a big purpose in your family; to intercede for you, your husband and his siblings. Praying for your healing.

I am so sorry for the loss of your son. Take your time to grieve and like mommymachine said take comfort in the fact he is in heaven and you will see him again one day. Someone posted this song elsewhere on the forum I thought it might help.


Laura Story - Blessings - YouTube

Sending you and your family lots of love xxxxxx
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I've just seen this, I'm crying for you. So so sorry for your loss and congratulations on your precious new baby. How bittersweet :(