I've actually been quite good this last week. Last week my bigger two kids were home sick with tonsillitis but little one still went off to kinder. It was lovely. Yesterday they had a day off school for teacher pD and today we started our first day of trialling homeschooling. It didn't entirely go to plan but we had a great math lesson in the afternoon and we all really enjoyed it. Today was CD 22 and tonight I have been having bad lower back pains like my period is about to show up, yet it is way too early for that. The earliest cycle I've had is 28 days. I don't know what's going on. We only BD once in my fertile window (didn't use OPKs or temp but Bd on my 3rd day of EWCM). Maybe this is all a sign of perimenopause? I have my good friend's baby shower this weekend and I'm dreading it. I never had one but I planned to have one in 2015 prior to that MC. Anyway, I will go and try to enjoy it. I have accepted that another baby is not going to happen for me and I never have extra cash for ubiquinol or any other supps. But I am enjoying being a Mummy to our poodle baby. Lol!
