Awesome April 2ww & TTC thread [emoji120]

Thx u Abc:bighug:im cd12 and doing e4d.

Welp, here it is ladies. I'm guessing I'll O tomorrow, so attempt would be O-4. Not good odds right? Nothing to do but wait and see what happens.

Mummy - I'm nervous :) Just praying if it happens there was a really strong little X sperm that hung around and waited for the egg! If it doesn't happen I'll be relieved though.

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Yesss it is positive so now it is in God’s hands...:pray:

Abc I beliebe if it was meant to be it will be :)

Abc I'd think there's very very little chance you'll conceive from your bd Friday night. There's a good chance you wont even o until Wednesday going by your past history...

Is there any temptation to bd tonight? Or did your whoopsie on Friday really drive home not feeling ready?

DS 2012 [emoji170] DS 2014 [emoji170]
After 3 losses had DD 2018 [emoji178]

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Oh my this about your son seeing things.... my boys have seen so much. Mine are turning 8 & 11 this year and have been by my side for all of it since the first loss in 2015 no one has known & so I’ve never reached out for help. My eldest sat beside me that first loss for a day with his head on my shoulder completely unaware of what had happened.

I talked to him about it all last year during the 2nd round of HT as he needed to understand. The losses absolutely gutted him. He was broken. But now even he sometimes says (even though he so wants a baby) Mum we don’t need another baby let’s just be us when he sees me sad.

Thank you for your thoughts ABC it helps so so much. & yes my husband hates my germphobia! And he doesn’t respond kindly which makes me sad he can’t understand why I’m so protective.

My kids ages also makes me question continuing, life is quite easy with them now, so independent....agh! There’s so many reasons against continuing but HOW do I give up on what I’ve dreamt of forever


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Wow this made me tear up! Your DS sounds like a total sweetheart who loves his mama and family so much!!!

The "how do I give up on the dream" thing was the question I kept asking after my D&C. I don't know how one knows when to make that decision or how to feel at peace with it. I don't know what to say on that - b/c I feel the same thing - but will just say you aren't alone!! Sending you huge hugs!!

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Abc I'd think there's very very little chance you'll conceive from your bd Friday night. There's a good chance you wont even o until Wednesday going by your past history...

Is there any temptation to bd tonight? Or did your whoopsie on Friday really drive home not feeling ready?

DS 2012 [emoji170] DS 2014 [emoji170]
After 3 losses had DD 2018 [emoji178]

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There is a *small* temptation to BD again today - especially seeing that strong positive Wondfo! But what I've come to decide is that *if* we got pregnant off of that one attempt then maybe it really was meant to be, and, I think there'd be a pretty decent shot of it being a girl (1 attempt, abstain, J&D, even cut off, even though I know timing doesn't sway). If we added another attempt tonight then I think I'd be more likely to beat myself up about not "doing enough" (not a long enough time back on the diet, no Clomid, possibly two fertile window attempts). Plus, I told the RE I would not try this cycle, and I've got that big cyst on my right ovary, so I think it's better to just go back to our plan if it didn't happen this time. I'm more tempted now to try next cycle but I'm not sure I can get past the whole having the due date be so close to DS1 thing. You had that too right? Two January birthdays close together? I don't know - I so overthink and analyze things which I know is TERRIBLE for a girl sway!

I talked with my OBGYN today to ask him about the baby aspirin (and update him on all the testing) and he said do the baby aspirin. So, I'm doing it. Already started it actually last week. He said there's just that random person that the aspirin seems to help sometimes - even when they don't have a blood clotting disorder. I also asked him about Friday's attempt and he said it's pretty low odds.

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There is a *small* temptation to BD again today - especially seeing that strong positive Wondfo! But what I've come to decide is that *if* we got pregnant off of that one attempt then maybe it really was meant to be, and, I think there'd be a pretty decent shot of it being a girl (1 attempt, abstain, J&D, even cut off, even though I know timing doesn't sway). If we added another attempt tonight then I think I'd be more likely to beat myself up about not "doing enough" (not a long enough time back on the diet, no Clomid, possibly two fertile window attempts). Plus, I told the RE I would not try this cycle, and I've got that big cyst on my right ovary, so I think it's better to just go back to our plan if it didn't happen this time. I'm more tempted now to try next cycle but I'm not sure I can get past the whole having the due date be so close to DS1 thing. You had that too right? Two January birthdays close together? I don't know - I so overthink and analyze things which I know is TERRIBLE for a girl sway!

I talked with my OBGYN today to ask him about the baby aspirin (and update him on all the testing) and he said do the baby aspirin. So, I'm doing it. Already started it actually last week. He said there's just that random person that the aspirin seems to help sometimes - even when they don't have a blood clotting disorder. I also asked him about Friday's attempt and he said it's pretty low odds.

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You just never know how things will pan out abc. I was determined more than likely my last baby would be An August baby, but the lord has other plans. My oldest and my youngest will possibly share the same birthday, will know for sure Thursday when they schedule my csection.


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Abc yep I have two January bdays only 6 days apart. I'm actually alot less bothered by it than I originally thought I would be [emoji23]

Makes sense not wanting to add an attempt and certainly does seem wiser. So you're doing baby aspirin, and you'll also be doing clomid?

DS 2012 [emoji170] DS 2014 [emoji170]
After 3 losses had DD 2018 [emoji178]

Thanks Mommy - yea, I'm just going to see how things go the next two weeks-ish until AF arrives again (LOL assuming things didn't work out this time!). We may give it a go next cycle. I'm sure I'll change my mind about 300 times between now and AF starting!!! Eeek getting your c-section scheduled!! I'm so excited for this baby to arrive!!!

Pbn - Yup baby aspirin and Clomid. I asked OBGYN too about doing progesterone after O and he said I can if I want since it's not harmful but also unlikely to help as he doesn't think progesterone is my problem. Which I don't either but I have the capsules so I may just use them.