UK SMOG Wannabes - March

Oh babymad I hated being pg towards the end but I miss it now :-/ no pleasing me!

Hi all, my last post before bed and the twins arrival!! Had a hectic day but nice meal with the boys and Dh. Cot up, house 99% ready, so just to go to bed now, hopefully sleep, up at 6am, to be there at 0730am. Nervous, excited, worrying, not about twins but section, esp spinal part!!

Dh will post pics on Fb if he remembers how to do it, if not I will try from his phone in hosp.

Take care lovely ladies and will be in touch asap!! My boobs are lumpy and sore today...a sign???? lol

Thanks for all ur kind wishes. xx

Oh Inglewood!!!!! im soooooooooooooo happy for you! just had to come on here and wish you the best of luck! I will definately be stalking fb tomorrow!! enjoy you last night of quietness haha. Big hugs huni!!! x x x

Good luck inglewood!!!!!!!!!!!!! In no time at all your gonna be a girl mummy! Very excited for you! :)
Can't wait to see them! :)

thinking of you inglewood!!! cant wait to see pictures!

Babymad - i have a history with the mental health services so I suppose I am probably a red flag anyway, I was on an EDU 3 months before i got pregnant with ds1 and then suffered with PND and eating issues again afterwards. I think they reason they have pulled out the stops this time is I went to a consultant appointment just after finding out the sex, i thought it was due to high risk pregnancies before but it was infact for PND - anyway I just broke down and told the consultant I sobbed and told her I didnt want my baby (horrendous as it sounds) she then put in place the MW and pyschotherapist x my doctor is also highly aware i am slightly crazy ;) the b12 doesnt help though as it affects you mentally too so I was hoping the injections would make a significant difference but as of yet I just am feeling less faint - which is good but mentally no better. I have an appointment today with the consultant and have finally been told I am allowed anti d's so fx she can prescribe them if not back to doctor for them. Even DH wants me to take them which he NEVER does so I must be a right bitch right now! If there is anyone you can approach I would do it - they seem to have a hidden network if you can tap into it! So sorry you are still struggling physically and mentally :( i hope the holidays dont wear you out too much am about to walk the boys somewhere or they will be clmibing the walls - got to find the energy to do it first!! MUch love hun

Inglewood they could be arriving now or V soon at least!!!

Ok why did I think Wednesday?? Huge good luck to you inglewood for today!! You will in no time be a SMO2G :)
Babymad and Charlie I bet the time must be dragging awfully just to add to the pain. Great you have that support Charlie, at least if it keeps you afloat for the time being its a help. Hope you both have a nice Easter hols with your boys and at least that will be another half a month done. Do you have an understanding midwife/ doc that you could talk to Babymad? I do think if I was in your shoes I would probably struggle to talk to anyone and be keeping all my feelings bottled up. I have told no one just how strong my desire for a dd is as I find it really embarrassing and just have said the most important thing is health which generally shuts them up as they wouldn't disagree unless they were desperate themselves for a desired gender.
So glad you are getting the support from your dh maybe, definitely makes a difference. When they do do something good like that it defo does wonders for your relationship as you see them in a new light. Hope you have a good day today.
Lavender, I do like calling mine 'the boys' too weirdly. As much as I get envious of people with a boy and a girl I do also think I am just as lucky that mine will have that special relationship that the same sex have that a bro and sis dont. My grandad was one of 8 brothers and my mum used to say that no one would mess with them when they grew up and they were all so close. I don't wish for a second that my ds had have been a girl (except for the pressure to have one now) but I really pray my last one is although the chances of any pregnancy in my current situation is probably 0% with not much chance of improvement. Who knows what the future will bring..
So glad you had a brill girly time indigo. Definitely good for the soul!
Sunset, have you finished Mockingjay yet? I whizzed through the first 2 but since my bday I've come to an abrupt halt as my iPad has abducted my brain :(
Love to everyone else and I hope you have a good day xxx

Oh wow - Good luck Inglewood!! I'm not going to be able to see the news until next week as we're going away...

Charlie - huge hugs... I'm so sorry you're feeling so very awful. I'm really glad you're being looked after... and hopefully it will help a little. Keep hanging in there... and vent away here. We all get what you're saying and we won't judge!!!

Babymad - oh dear - sounds like you're pretty fed up... You're getting closer now. Not too much longer and you'll be able to hold your beautiful little baby and you'll hopefully feel much brighter and at peace...

Maybe - hope things are getting easier with the BFing... and the stitches are sorted out! Sounds awful!!!!

To those of us feeling sad - I hope that this isn't a sadness we carry with us for the rest of our lives. I want to feel complete and content with my boys. They are gorgeous little fellas and I feel blessed to have them. I'm sure we will find a kind of peace but I think we'll also always feel that we missed something.

Anyways - As its the Easter hols DH, the boys and I are going to Sydney to stay with my sister, her DH and baby girl. I don't feel jealous around her baby as she had a horrendous and ever so long journey to get her little miracle. DS1 is pretty excited about going on a plane! And has asked if we can see pirates and go to the zoo!?!

Oh I know some of you are on FB and I meant to say just PM me if you want to friend me... :D

Have a lovely easter and see you in a week x

Oh Charlie that's poo! But so glad you have a fantastic support network. I had pnd with ds2 and told no one as mental health issues are so hard for others to understand. I got through it totally alone. It felt like I was a pit I couldn't climb out of. I thought I would never get better but in the end I did. I feel great this time - maybe the sun helps. Keep talking. We all understand here x

Congrates inglewood - you must be a mummy of four by now! Xxxx