I don't feel like I belong in this due date thread anymore :(
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I don't feel like I belong in this due date thread anymore :(
Oh no!! Please dont feel like that :( Obviously coming here will be hard on you as the time progresses and I understand if you need to be away from here but please dont feel like you dont belong!! I am just pi**ed that this is happening to someone on here, you were the last person I wanted to see being put through this :(
You do belong here. All of us are your friends and we care about you and what is going on with your pregnancy.Quote:
Originally Posted by spinningmadly
I'm just so heartbroken over this. I still just am speechless. :( I echo everything everyone else has said.
For anyone who is wondering. I delivered her tonight. I could not bear to see her as she was not like my other dd. I am sorry if that sounds insensitive but for anyone who doesn't know my history i just held a dead baby 7 months ago.
On another note baby had definite issues. Midline cleft. One of the hands the fingers were too short. There was very mild ononcephale (not enough to see on u/s). Eyes wide set and nose wide. Head had lots of fluid she said was about twice as big as should have been. So I have no doubt that this baby had serious issues. It was extremely painful as baby came out breech and head was stuck because of the size. We talked about u/s but all this stuff is just too early to see before 16 weeks. Thanks for your thoughts and prayers .
Sending you all my love,
I'm so sorry you have had to go through this. So heartbreaking and unfair xx
My heart is breaking for you during this difficult time and no-one is judging you sweets. Sending you and your family strength and love to get you through. Know I am thinking of you xoxox
I am so so sorry xxxx sending ou lots of love and hugs xxxx no one should ever have to go through what you have - I have no words xxxxQuote:
Originally Posted by spinningmadly
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Originally Posted by spinningmadly
Spinning I am so sorry for your pain. You sound incredibly strong.
I hope this passes for you as quickly as it can and that someday, somehow, you hold a healthy newborn dd in your arms
Don't burden yourself with thoughts of guilt, this IS NOT your fault, this has nothing to do with desires, it's not possible that your desires were able to alter the genetic makeup of an embryo, this is not your fault, and you have nothing to feel guilty for.
And you are as a much a member of this group as anyone else, we are all here to support and love no matter what
Sending you all my thoughts and best wishes xo