Try not to put all this guilt on yourself sweetie it was all out of your control. Big hugs to you and your dh and of course your sweet boys. XxQuote:
Originally Posted by spinningmadly
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Try not to put all this guilt on yourself sweetie it was all out of your control. Big hugs to you and your dh and of course your sweet boys. XxQuote:
Originally Posted by spinningmadly
Just wanted to stop in and say, I am so sorry spinning for what you are going through. None of us can really imagine how you're feeling now but just want to give my support for you. Sounds like you are a very strong woman, but I hope you have some good support over there IRL.
Spinning, I'm just so sorry and heartbroken for you. :( I'll be keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. Sending love your way.. xxxxxx
Spinning your DH will work through it all hon, try not to take that on too, just as long as you are both there for the other then everything will eventually start shining again. Take your time to heal, mentally and physically so you are ready for when you take your HT journey. thinking of you all as always xoxo
This thread feels so different to me now. It's hard to chat about topics relating to our own pregnancies when a friend is going through something so traumatic. After what took place in CT on Friday, and what's happened to Spinning I feel like I can't protect my children whether they are inside me, or out in the world. Life is so fragile. It's terrifying that things can change this quickly.
Spinning, you will be on my mind often. You have been for months now. We've been on your journey with you to get your dd. And we will be with you through this tough time of grief and healing. I hope you will take us along if and when you start your ht voyage. I do believe many of us share a special bond. The only thing that seperates us is distance. My thoughts are with you and your family. I'm here if you need me...
Thanks. I wanted to post but I wasn't sure if what I was posting or venting was pregnancy related anymore. But I wanted to since I've gotten so close with you all. It's different this time in the sense that we knew this baby was just not well and sick. I don't have the exact same feelings of wanting the baby back. However I am just so frustrated. That this happened twice. Either it is my fault and it's something I'm doing or it's not and it's genetic and I have no control
Over it , which doesn't make me feel any better to have no control. You know? It's just not fair that I've done this twice. Every other person on my street is pregnant and I'm just tired of having to be the statistic in the group. Why am I always in the 1%??
Its not your fault spinning. Do you have an appointment with a genettic counsillor yet or are you even going to bother with any of that now that you have decided to go ht?
Oh, spinning... It's just not fair. :(
I am soo sick of everyone losing their babies this week. Why!!! Everytime I turn the computer on another person has had a miscarriage...late ones at that! With the shooting and too many people I care about losing their babies I feel like something has gone off in the world this week. I just want to cry. I am so heartbroken for everyone who is going through what they are. I wish I had a magic wand to fix everything.
This. Entirely. I am just shattered for you spinning. I can't stop thinking about if I would be as strong as you. I can't stop being mad at the world for doing this to you twice. I just feel like a lot changed in such a short time and I can't catch up. Nor do I want to. I am just scared, saddened, and confused by this world we live in and what it can bring. My thoughts and prayers (if that is your thing) goes out to you. They are just from one person, but with all of us, I hope you feel a bit more love pouring your way.Quote:
Originally Posted by ThreeMenAndALAdy