Couldn't resist did one anyway tonight and its come back negative after nine days po unsurprisingly maybe . Can't make up my mind how I will feel if it's positive or negative as I will be gutted I've not got pregnant but worries it's a boy if I am because ive not been swaying pink enough and I'm crap with food and diet. So it's down to supplements for us both and timing I think and exercise . I'm on a five mile run tomorrow gulp. The whole bloody thing is so hard ttc, tttc pink ivf all of it. Shouldn't be so difficult surely, wish I didn't feel as strongly about it as I do. Got a feeling it's a Bfn this cycle anyway. On the positive side more of a chance to get pink, other half is on board with cranberry and now I'm getting him olive leaf as well so hopefully his army will be more inclined to be a pink army not blue .
