September 2013 babies!!

thorz thats not fun :( please update soon so i dont have to worry too long

good luck mel cant wait for your update!!!!! so exciting!!!!!

northern thinkin of you and your family today

Just popped in to say I'm thinking of you Northern.
Thorz u poor thing!!! I hope it's not broken but sounds like it most probably is :-( and hope it feels better soon so your hips can cope.

Thorz, hope you were able to get to the hospital this morning. Good luck and PLEASE take it easy after this!! No more tumbles for you missy lol.

Northern, You have never been far from my thoughts. I know we're across the ocean from one another but I very much feel as though you're next door. Today brings with it pain and sadness unimaginable to most of us but it's also the beginning of the healing process. Wish there was more I could do than just typing this.... :(

Northern, I've just read your blog for today. For some reason it's not letting me comment at the end of each entry. Not sure if you're checking this also, but I felt compelled to write to you somehow. I sit here, tears flowing uncontrollably down my face. My heart is physically aching for you. I have a knot in my stomach, a lump in my throat. And I haven't stopped thinking of you all day. Praying you will feel strength from all of us. I wish beyond words there was someway to take this all away from you. I have no words to make this feel better. I'm so angry at that. I wish there was something I could do to help. Know that your beautiful baby girl will only know the joys of being eternally loved and the total feeling of security as she has been cradled in your womb for her short yet meaningful life. Her playful kicks and constant movement is proof of how much she loves you as her Mummy. She felt that bond you also feel. She may not legally be able to be registered. And I doubt I will ever meet you. But know that I will never forget your sweet little girl. She certainly exists in my life. She has touched my heart more than I ever expected her to. Sending you so much love x x x

Northern thinking of you wishing there was anything we could do to make this any better xx

Went to the hospital, no break!! I sprained my foot and have to wear a lovely walking boot and use crutches, in lots of pain but relieved its a sprain instead of a break! Ugh no fun!
Thanks for all the well wishes!

they didnt give an u/s to check on the baby?

Nope they didn't even ask about the baby other than to ask if I could feel him yet, I told them he was moving and kicking at that moment, they just said oh great that's what we want to hear! I'm so tired, I only got 1 hour of sleep. I'm trying to figure out how I'm going to juggle my 3 boys, and all this new carpet chaos when I can't even walk! Boooo

Thorz so sorry you took a spill and now have a sprained ankle. Sprains can be more painful then breaks and it is going to take awhile to heal. With your ankle and hip I really feel for you. This gives you a good reason to rest and elevate your ankle. I guess the good news is if you walk on it you won't further injure it. I am sure you are in pain and can't take much for it which is a bummer!!

Northern I am thinking of you and can't even begin to imagine how you are dealing with all of this. I wish you peace and comfort and quick healing. You are in my thoughts constantly.

When is your mom coming to help you out? Hopfully soon! My friend fell down the stairs and sprained both ankles a couple weeks ago... Theres not much you can take for the pain either :(

Fish and Northern...there are no words, I am thinking of you both every minute. HUGS.

My mom will be here in 11 days, so that should really help out a lot!

Northern just read your blog I'm sure she was so perfect and always will be all she's ever known is her parents love that's a lovely if sadly short life. So sad you could only love her for such a short time thinking of you hope physically things went okay xx

omg i need to vent as im a little hysterical right now and just made myself look like the craziest lunatic in the world...

i was sitting eating at the table and ds3 was watching dora in the living room... someone knocked on the door it was for ds1 so he answered the door and a few mins later i notice ds3 is not in the living room and i can see hw the light is shinning in the hallway that the front door is wide open i run out side and ds1 is on the driveway with a friend and ds3 no where to be seen at first glance... i start literally screaming at ds1 at the top of my lungs where is my baby!!! he ended up being in the backyard safe playing with a ball but thats not the point! he is a wanderer and does not have understanding of danger he is autistc and always wants to play on the busy road across the street so i died inside i couldnt breath or think... i still cant stop crying...

i grounded ds1 and lost my damn mind screamed like ive never screamed beforei told him i dont want to see him til tomorrow... there is no excuse he is 9 there is a rule that the door in this house is alway closed!! he is carless non stop and this just sent me over the edge my baby could have been killed...

Oh wag poor you! How scary that must have been terrifying for you, and your poor ds1 I bet he won't make that mistake again!

Have a cuppa and a cuddle with your lill ones xx

Thanks fish... It's def one of those days where I wish I could have a smoke :s yuk!

Is grounding him to his room for the rest of the night too muc?... I can't bare the thought to even see him at this point...god I must sound like a terrible mother ur it's the truth...

I dunno my oldest is 3 but I reckon the grounding might do it, you were probably too freaked to notice but he was probably terrified until you found ds3 too!

I know what you mean thou ds1 pushed ds2 off my bed this afternoon and I just saw red - will they ever stop being our babies ;-)

I hate punishing him... I like to try and be laid back with him... But lately I'm having so many problems with him... He's being so disrespectful.... Attitude like you wouldn't believe... Not following simple rules and he's doing bad in school... I'm at a loss of what to do with him In general... I'm getting really frusterated

Northern, I also read your blog today. I don't know if you're even checking back here but I wanted you to know your sweet little Evelyn is beautiful. As Fish said, she knew nothing but love in her short time on earth. She is at peace now and heaven is lucky to have such a precious little angel.

She's very beautiful! Hope you are doing okay northern

Northern, I don't know if you will read this but I've been following your blog and you have been in my thoughts every day. Little Evelyn is so beautiful.

I am so very sorry for what you are going through. You are such a very strong lady. I hope you are doing ok and have plenty of support around you. x x

Oh Northern I think she is so beautiful and peaceful! Your story is very well written on your blog, I'm sure somewhere some how she knows just how loved she is!

What a loved wee girl northern, she is beautiful, wishing you and your hubby all the best!!

I forget how I found this the other day but came back to see what folks were up to. I haven't posted since my sons birth the beginning of January. I remember your name northern from a while back, not sure if we communicated but I knew you were trying. Anyway, since I saw what was coming about, I have now checked daily and have thought of you lots!
I saw the picture of Evelyn and cried. I can't imagine how hard this must be for you and your family. I am so sorry for your loss. It must be so hard to understand. Just know you have a lot of hearts aching for you and your beautiful girl. Xoxo

Northern i've been following your blog and your story is heartbreaking. Little Evelyn is just beautiful, thinking of you and your family at this sad time x

Wanting, glad you found your little boy safe. DS2 is a wonderer too and the amount of time i've turned round and hes gone. Its terrifying and you start thinking all sorts. I dont think you were too harsh on your DS1 either, i know i would have done the same thing.

Only 6 days till we find out now and i really think i'm going crazy. I'm having such strange dreams and day dreams. I'm panicing something might be wrong becuase i've had so many illness and virus's this pregnancy and If we get told boy i really dont know how i'm going to take it. Really hope the next 6 days pass quickly.

Northern, my heart is broken for you and your family xxxxxx

Northern what a beautiful princess so sad were sending congratulations and sympathy on same day. Thank you for sharing your baby xxx

Hi Ladies, DS2 was diagnosed with slapped cheek virus which is harmless in children but dangerous in pregnancy. I was referred for blood tests on Monday to check if I caught it. Pregnancy is a constant worry.

Northern Evelyn Rose is so very beautiful :heart:
All my love and thoughts are with you and your family.

Girlsway I had the same scare very recently, blood test came back with immunity from past infection & no sign of recent infection. I still worry.

O girlsway that's very scary!

Oh girl sway fx for you my toxo results are due back Monday too

Fx hun xx

I can't wait for your results fish! Can't stop thinking of you...

Fish good luck on Monday, I have my fx for you. X

Thanks ladies ugh I never realised how blessedly stress free my last two preggies were!

Rip beautiful Evelyn Rose. :Angel:

Thinking of you and remembering Evelyn Rose :heart:

I am so sorry, I just came back to my parents from my in-laws, I didn't have any internet access.

I was thinking about you all Friday long, wondering how it was all going. And I was so sad all day long.

Now I just started to read your blog, but I simply cannot do it right now, sitting here with family who I cannot talk to about this.. I already have tears filling up my eyes. I am so terribly sorry and have no words. You are in my thoughts all the time and I cannot imagine the pain you are going through. Your little girl looks so perfect and yet she was so sick, it is so unbelievable.

I will be writing and reading more on Monday when we are back home. I just wanted to say how sorry I am. :tissue:

I'm new to the sites and just wondering how to make a blog and access others, can anyone help thank you. Also thinking of you Northern x

Northern I read your blog, it's heartbreaking. Evelyn rest in peace xxx