My VITEX Journey

Ladies!! Thank you do much for all the support I am doing better in a sense. I decided to wait until the 20th to see the doctor..I'm clueless as to why I made that decision but I am keeping my food and water down finally! BUT can someone explain to me why I am so crazy!? I hate myself!! I mean I'm so evil and hateful towards my poor man. I pick fights & feel like I hate him so much like I even tried to separate from him :confused: I love him till the death of me but I developed this new I don't want you attitude & even have myself believing we can be a family separately & I sound nuts with how OK I am with it and how OK I make it sound. God help me I don't want to drive him any crazier or hurt him anymore it's touturing me too!
And what is raspberry leaf!? Never heard of it and so upset I'm just now seeing its like an automatic pinky sway :(

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Originally Posted by Babyy Love

Ladies!! Thank you do much for all the support I am doing better in a sense. I decided to wait until the 20th to see the doctor..I'm clueless as to why I made that decision but I am keeping my food and water down finally! BUT can someone explain to me why I am so crazy!? I hate myself!! I mean I'm so evil and hateful towards my poor man. I pick fights & feel like I hate him so much like I even tried to separate from him :confused: I love him till the death of me but I developed this new I don't want you attitude & even have myself believing we can be a family separately & I sound nuts with how OK I am with it and how OK I make it sound. God help me I don't want to drive him any crazier or hurt him anymore it's touturing me too!
And what is raspberry leaf!? Never heard of it and so upset I'm just now seeing its like an automatic pinky sway :(

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Forgive me that I can't type much onscreen keyboard.,blah!
I am so glad you are finally feeling better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

As far as moodiness you can blame the HORMONES. I am also extra bitchy..
When you realize you are doing it, just keep saying you love him and apologize for "Prego Monster"

RRL strengthens your uterine lining. I took it because of my loss. Nothing is automatic pink sway..however me and Mocha took it after our losses and swayed pink. I don't know if anyone else is using it to sway in general. But the thought has crossed my mind that maybe some ladies should try it?

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Originally Posted by Butterfly Spirit

As far as moodiness you can blame the HORMONES. I am also extra bitchy..
When you realize you are doing it, just keep saying you love him and apologize for "Prego Monster"

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OMG! this is me---soooo moody!!

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Originally Posted by mydream

OMG! this is me---soooo moody!!

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One old wives tale fulfilled!!! lol
Have you done them for fun? I got almost all girl results!

So little update on me..my boobs are HUGE, but I can't squeeze anything out..I discovered it on Mon, and thought I would wait incase it was a fluke..but trying again..it is dry. I guess the milk is really gone. I feel really sad for my little nurser....he keeps nursing like nothing is wrong. :sad: I noticed he had really hard stools 2 days ago..well that explains it.
I told him baby sister needs the milk because she is growing. Gosh, I was terrified my baby was not getting enough..and now the wells are dry I am pretty sad.

I feel like nothing is right or good and he's even yelling at me now because I'm driving him crazy and I am just bawling! I can't even sleep! And you are so lucky u have huge boobs my boobs seem to have gotten smaller..wassup with that!?

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Originally Posted by Babyy Love

I feel like nothing is right or good and he's even yelling at me now because I'm driving him crazy and I am just bawling! I can't even sleep! And you are so lucky u have huge boobs my boobs seem to have gotten smaller..wassup with that!?

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Just both of you need to stop and breathe, but unfortunately you will have to get used to some of that because being a parent is HARD!..and you'll get into fights about what baby wears, what toys to buy, and your styles of parenting and discipline..ETC
DH and I still do.
Having a baby changes a single relationship so much, and I just want you to prepare for that.
For now just try to get along. :(
Is there someone you can stay with? Stress isn't good for you or your baby.

Wait another thing..have you felt movement yet? Im getting impatient!

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Originally Posted by Babyy Love

And you are so lucky u have huge boobs my boobs seem to have gotten smaller..wassup with that!?

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Ever since I got pregnant the first time they blew up! Especially after my milk came in. Don't worry about your boobies, they will swell towards the end!!!!

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Originally Posted by Babyy Love

Wait another thing..have you felt movement yet? Im getting impatient!

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Yes, around 12 weeks I got the first flutters.
Her movements are more pronounced now, but still don't happen constantly.
So I have my Sonaline B doppler to put my mind at ease!

With my first son...it wasn't until 20 weeks! It takes much longer with your first.
Drink something cold and lay down... Or lay on your stomach a few mins..they Hate that!
lol