Due Sept/Oct/Nov 2017 (4)

Thanks so much everyone, I wish one of you lived close by in Ireland so I could come have a proper chat and some hugs!!!

Today wasn't as bad but still bad, the bad thoughts kept entering my head and bouts of anxiety in the pit of my stomach! I told my husband I didn't want to be pregnant anymore and he was like u will feel sooo different when the baby arrives!

I tried to distract myself as much as possible out playing football with my boys and getting extra hugs all day off them but that panicky/anxiety feeling kept returning.

Please God I can accept this little baby as time passes, I don't care what other people think it's all about being happy within myself and my situation and making the best of my situation. Life is too short really! Xx

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I'm so sorry that this isn't your girl (((HUGS))) and in time I know you will make peace with having a 4th boy. I truly sorry to hear about your sister. Just know that we are hear for you!!! This is a judgment free zone :happy: My MIL has only 4 boys too and they love her dearly.

So we saw baby!!! Looks healthy and great. They wrote the gender down on a card and sealed it... trying to decide if we open or not. I didn't see any resemblance of boy parts throughout the ultrasound, and of course, I turned my head when she checked the bladder and such. Eek what should I do?!! Lolhttps://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/201...ddb2083d1c.jpg


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Open it!


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Ugh open it so I don't have to wait!! [emoji23] I'm living through vicariously through boy swayers since I'm waiting! I wanna knowwwwwww


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Open it [emoji322][emoji322][emoji170][emoji170]!! Super CUTE baby [emoji4]! I'll wait and say the vibes I'm getting until you open it [emoji6]! I'll explain my vibes from what I see on the image you posted....


[emoji170]8/2010 [emoji170]6/2013 [emoji170]11/2015 [emoji170]
[emoji178]Baby Girl [emoji254]EDD 9/30/2017 [emoji178]

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Well it's another girl [emoji24][emoji24][emoji24]


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Originally Posted by Jconger

Well it's another girl [emoji24][emoji24][emoji24]


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Oh Jconger, my heart goes out to you. I'm so sorry you didn't hear what you hoped for.
I know it's very soon, but just know that growing up as 1 of 3 girls, it was a wonderful experience that still is so special. We all live in different states but remain very close. There is nothing like it. My mom is very spoiled by us as well.
Thinking of you.


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I'm sorry Jconger. :( Congrats on a beautiful baby though!

I've been having up days and down days wrapping my head around mine.

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Originally Posted by XXforhubby

Open it [emoji322][emoji322][emoji170][emoji170]!! Super CUTE baby [emoji4]! I'll wait and say the vibes I'm getting until you open it [emoji6]! I'll explain my vibes from what I see on the image you posted....


[emoji170]8/2010 [emoji170]6/2013 [emoji170]11/2015 [emoji170]
[emoji178]Baby Girl [emoji254]EDD 9/30/2017 [emoji178]

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This sounds like you had girl vibes...

And thank you everyone. My heart is broken and I can't stop crying except for when I'm asleep. I just really felt God saying we would have a son... and I can't imagine trying again... four babies and ending up with more girls... that would be a nightmare. I'm trying to trust Him right now and understand what i did wrong... you'd think by the third time I wouldn't still cry and expect something else. I did hit the next level of leadership in my business though... it's like God is still saying "I see you... I care about your heart and those dreams. I promise." [emoji24]


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