Fantasy Feb 2016 TTC

Tfahn- I'm so sorry [emoji20]! Your BFP is around the corner, I promise!

Ksmom- my heart breaks for you [emoji22]! I'm sending you loads of strength and healing.

As someone who struggled to get pregnant and had a miscarriage along the way, I want you lovely ladies to not lose hope. I know it's hard when everyone seems to get pregnant with ease, or you reach your would be due date with no baby to hold. It's heart breaking. But I want to tell you that you WILL get pregnant. For some reason it takes a little while for our baby to join us. I like to think he/she is up in heaven waiting for the perfect egg that will give them the best life possible. Know that I'm praying for all of you. Just don't lose hope, because at the end of the day that is all we are left with. Huge hugs!




[emoji170]DS1[emoji1379], DS2[emoji577], & DS3[emoji602] completes our family![emoji170]

I have reached a place of peace. I won't be trying for a fourth child. After much reflection, I realized I was trying to force it to happen. Nothing good in life comes from force. I realized that faced with the prospect that my child bearing years may be over, I panicked. Now that I've calmed down, I want to enjoy my beautiful boys and be fully present with them. I am forever changed by being a part of this forum and by the friendships I have made here. I will definitely still hang around to see my lovely ladies get your BFPs and to see your precious babies!

SN- I am also forever changed by the LE diet! I can't go back to my old ways! While nursing such a small baby, I do have to have a small snack between lunch and dinner, but I do not eat like I used to! I can't even stomach eating more than 1.5 oz of poultry, and red meat makes me vomit! Crazy!

Loads of baby dust to all [emoji597][emoji597][emoji597][emoji92][emoji93][emoji94]!


[emoji170]DS1[emoji1379], DS2[emoji577], & DS3[emoji602] completes our family![emoji170]

XX, I know what you mean about being changed by the LE diet. I'm normally the type that snacks all day long but I've found that my body has gotten so used to me just eating lunch and dinner that it's hard to go back to my old normal. I've also found that I tend to make "LE friendly" food choices because it's practically ingrained into me now.

ksmom - I do believe that acupuncture got my body back to "normal" and after two losses. Of course with 3 it is good to see a specialist but if you are able to see an acupuncturist I would highly recommend it.

Well I guess I'm CD1 as of lunchtime today, 2 days early which makes my LP only 10ish days last cycle. I will definitely be testing with a FRER and an IC before taking the first dose of Clomid just to be on the safe side.

So sorry tfahn and ksmom. (((HUGS))) to both of you.

Well, I was restless last night and didn't wake up with a temp rise. CM is gone though and my OPKs are almost completely white now..... I guess maybe I ovulated? Idk. I hate how incredibly confusing this can be. Ugh.


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And I just caught up. Tfahn and ksmom :( I'm sorry. This can be such a long hard journey.


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I'm sorry tfahn. I was really hoping to see a BFP from you. Fx for next month, the Clomid should help your LP. Though 10 days isn't bad.

Good luck Pbn3, pinkin, and Laurenk, get those eggs!

farmgirl, I hope you O sooner this cycle. I O late and I hate it.

I noticed yesterday that I struggled to button my jeans. I'm retaining water which is very unusual for me. I blame the Clomid. My sore nipples are almost gone today (they were really bad yesterday) and tender breasts totally gone. I've been feeling cold since last night which makes me think AF is about to come. I'm 11dpo and expecting my LP to be 14 days on Clomid but who knows. Not feeling very optimistic.

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Well, I was restless last night and didn't wake up with a temp rise. CM is gone though and my OPKs are almost completely white now..... I guess maybe I ovulated? Idk. I hate how incredibly confusing this can be. Ugh.


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Lauren me too. Pretty sure I oed yesterday but temp dip this morning after yet another crap sleep. Pretty sure ff will say I oed day of peak opk and treat yesterday as fallback rise but going by cm I only oed yesterday. Finding it hard to give a s!*t and not even sure I'll bother temping anymore.

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