Well... that's my good LE diet out the window.. urgh...
I'm such a comfort eater! I'm feeling really upset today as OHs dad and stepmum just used xmas as another way owing in a dig at me..!
- Not invited to the Xmas dinner. Then extended the invitation last minute because they knew it'd be too late for me to find a nanny for the boys
- Didn't include me in the xmas card
- Their xmas present to me was OHs stepsisters old, used make up bag. Gee... thx!
I know you should just be grateful for a gift - but I'm tired of them treating me like dirt... I don't want to invovle OH - it upsets him so much! Like when we got engaged they made a huge fuss, called me every name under the sun, tried to get OH to split and dump contact with DS1 (seriously) and OH cut contact with them until they learnt to accept his family.
They apologised and said they would! Ds2 is born and looks more like OHs brother than OH and immediately they are in there saying I'm a good for nothing W**** who's been sleeping with his brother! Which is a HORRIBLE accusation and thank GOD OH didn't believe it for a second! OH got very angry, had a very BIG talk with his dad who promised it would be better...
Well.. I guess being ignored is better than trashed.. still makes me upset though... never done anything other than love OH and have his kids. Didn't know that was a crime!
So here I am... ordered chinese and now scoffing ferrero rocher... Boo! >_< Hope its OK to have one major oTT cheat day xD