Whoa that hcg number looks great, Mommy!!!!! Excited for you to see the heartbeat!!!!
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Whoa that hcg number looks great, Mommy!!!!! Excited for you to see the heartbeat!!!!
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Sorry Robin and TP :( Yesterday seemed so promising for both of you.
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Thanks Abc! I was excited when they told me too! Since they won't let me cancel next week and do thanksgiving weekend for the heartbeat I'm also excited!
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That will definitely make Thanksgiving week very special!!!!!!
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Yes it will! Just a lot to be thankful for sure! The lord is good!
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Abc! Yours is coming,
Robin I'm still holding out faith that this is it for you.
Tp so many hugs to you.
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Thanks Mommy. Right now it's looking like I may ovulate right on Thanksgiving day. I would be SUPER thankful if one of DH's X sperm could find that egg, ha! :) : ) :)
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That would be the best abc! Uplifting you in prayers!
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My beta results came back and it's positive but at 17.
They will do a repeat test but think it's a chemical pregnancy
15dpo so ya it's very low
Sigh. So I've had a little wine tonight (after 10+ days without it during tww!) and I'm feeling so sad. I want to be pregnant again. I want the baby girl I've dreamed of for soooo long. Just feels like it's never going to happen. I just want one sweet little girl. I've dreamt and worked so hard.
And I found out my best friend - who has wanted to be a mama forever & started IVF in October for infertility issues - isn't pregnant after the first embryo transfer didn't take. Which just breaks my heart. I was so feeling like it was going to stick.
Why can't baby making just be easier for those great mamas out there who want it so much???
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Big hugs Abc xxoo Try and not dwell on it too much as it will never make sense how some people who don't even deserve children can have them so easily yet those that want them so much have such trouble. It simply is what it is as cold as that sounds. With my second mc I discovered a week before our family reunion that I was going to lose the pregnancy. I had a brother and sister flying in from other cities and didn't feel I could back out of it as it cost them so much to fly their families there. So everybody knew I was going to miscarry and likely during the 4/5 days we were all there. On the seond night/first family dinner my brother and his girlfriend announced. They didn't even bother giving me a heads up which was really upsetting after the fact. I behaved appropriately of course and was very excited for them but it was a huge kick in the guts. I started bleeding the next day and already had a scan booked at a diagnostic place in the city to confirm bub was deceased. I seen an ob I'd never met to medicate the mc in order to quicken things up so the 8 hour drive home would be more bearable. It didnt go to plan, I went through an awful procedure in his office to try and remove retained tissue in the cervix two days later and then once home tried more medication then eventually had to have a d&c. When my brothers girlfriend was 19 weeks pregnant she terminated her perfectly healthy pregnancy against my brothers wishes and I basically had a break down. I spiralled into depression and drinking alcohol and lost all faith in the whole good things happen to good people, karma etc etc I climbed my way back slowly and I never ever want to go there again. I experienced my third loss a couple months later but strangely enough I dealt with it the easiest..... I think because I accepted it was out of my control. I was either going to fall pregnant with a sticky bean or I wasn't. Gave myself 3 more cycles and was at complete peace when I gave up. Then I fell pregnant somehow ([emoji23]) and low and behold I'm now 30 weeks. I guess what I'm trying to say is don't dwell on things you cant control, try and stay positive for both you and your friend. Very importantly, try and not be angry. Its an exhausting destructive emotion that saps the life out of you. And keep talking, always keep talking and sharing xxoo
Sorry everyone for bombarding the thread with all that but I feel its important to know we are not alone in thoughts or emotions and this is never a walk you need do alone. Someone here will always have your back [emoji173]
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Pbn - ok I'm in tears. Your story is amazing. You've been through so much. And the love and support you pour onto the ladies here on GD is just so incredible. You truly are an amazing, beautiful woman. I wish I could meet you in person. If you ever come anywhere on this side of the world (the US), please let me know. :) :)
Yea I will try to stay positive. My friend is a very positive person. She's sad but remains optimistic. She has more chances still ahead with the IVF. I just want this to happen for her so bad. And I just want that little girl I've been waiting for. Hopefully both will come in time. For now I hope I can be as positive a light as you are Pbn!! So many things to be joyful and thankful for this time of year. We're traveling after Christmas to see my DH's family. His sister has 3 kids - 1 boy and 2 girls - and his brother has 2 kids - 1 boy, 1 girl - and they are pregnant with their 3rd which we don't know the gender of yet. It's another reason I'm hoping we're pregnant by Christmas so I can mitigate the feelings of jealousy I know I'm going to have to deal with being around their mixed gender families. At least I'll have 45 lbs of weight loss to show off & brag about haha! I'm kidding, but they haven't seen me since I lost all this weight so that will be a surprise.
Anyways - thanks for as always lifting my spirits Pbn!!! I CANNOT wait to see a pic of that little bub of yours!!!!! So soon now!!!!!!!
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Oh and Pbn, with my brother-in-law, they called to tell us they are pregnant with their 3rd on the DAY I miscarried in August, so I feel ya on that - it was a little rough!!!!
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Thank you Abc [emoji173] I found for me turning anger and bitterness into empathy and compassion really healed me in a way nothing else did. Of course the anti depressants helped too [emoji6][emoji23] I feel like its my mission in life to see as many rainbow babies brought into this world as possible which is why I cant bring myself to leave these threads. I love sharing your ladies journeys and so many here have inspired me and were crucial in helping me when I was at my worst, for which I'll be forever thankful. So lets try and get you pregnant this cycle with your sticky pink bean! That truly would be the icing on the 'Christmas' cake [emoji3]
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Yep! I was in my second hour of bleeding with my first loss when my close friend messaged me a pic of her with her newborn baby girl just born that morning. Its like really!!!????!! Aren't we going through enough already without having our faces (unknowingly by others) rubbed in it!!!??? Screw you universe!!!!
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At least the last one was uneventful....... gotta look on the bright side [emoji6]
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Woohoo!!! Exciting [emoji3] and no word of a lie but 2 is my favourite and lucky number so clomid cycle number 2 is already off to a great start [emoji6]
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I'm so sorry you went through this pbn. So many hugs.
I've said it before and I'll say it again you have a beautiful soul and I'm so glad the lord gave me a friend such as you. You have helped me through so much! [emoji8][emoji7]
Similar situation, me and my dh was sitting in the ob office confirming our miscarriage and his cousin calls and tells us of his pregnancy. I'm not going to lie I was bitter, but felt bad because they did lose that one and that wasn't his first baby, but it was her first baby. Now they have a healthy baby boy. Guess we all have our moments for sure. I take my bitterness to the lord, and he always makes it much better!
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Right back at you mommy2apples, so happy to have met you [emoji173][emoji173][emoji173] And I've said before that I truly envy yourself (and others) their faith in a higher being.
Isn't it bizarre that so many of us have been through the same scenario of someone close announcing pregnancy/birth while we are losing ours. Almost as though we are being tested [emoji848]?
Going to do my morning chart stalk so might (undoubtedly will [emoji23]) be back with more to say [emoji3]
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Not to much to say actually [emoji23] but that will change soon!!!
For now just want to say BBB that I'm still loving your chart and I have a big bubble of hope in my tummy just waiting to burst!!! Please please let this be your cycle!!! Trying to keep a lid on the excitement as I know your situation but boy oh boy it's hard to not be excited every time I look at your chart. I've been fooled by charts before though so keeping myself in check....... how are you feeling?
Greydore do you still visit the thread? I miss seeing your posts. How are you? Hope you're in for an exciting week ahead!!! What opks did you decide on?
Plasticserenity good to see ff shifted your crosshairs to the right spot [emoji3] will you be trying to hold off testing until 10dpo?
Mummy2boys cant say much about your chart as I know it isn't overly accurate this cycle. How are you feeling? Are you all better? Does af feel imminent? Hoping you get well timed attempt/s next cycle. Is dh still not entirely on board?
Bluedreaming I'm so excited for this time next week as hopefully you will have just oed!!!!!
So much for not much to say [emoji23][emoji23]
How are all you other ladies who aren't charting or I don't have a link to? Can you please catch us up on where you are at? There were quite a number of new ladies to the 2ww thread. Apologies for not responding directly to you, its not intentional at all, I just find it easier to remember where everyone's at by looking at charts [emoji4]
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Hi pbn! I'm feeling ok. I have a mix of hope and doubt this time. Trying to take it one day at a time and not get too far ahead of myself. Having said that, I did buy a 2 pack of frers today lol probably means AF will come even sooner! :rolleyes:
Probably a good way to stay BBB, hopeful but doubtful [emoji17] I'm glad you got some frers just in case though [emoji3][emoji3] so you won't test until af due or overdue? What dpo will that be?
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Always pbn! It's always a test.
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I've had a 12 day l.p. on average so I guess I'll see what my temp is like on Monday and take it from there x
Babybeaublue! I just uplifted you in prayers I know this bfp is coming for you soon!
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Eeek BBB hoping this is it!!!!!
Pbn I took a few days off of temping - will resume probably tomorrow. Hence the empty chart right now. :)
This AF has been SO weird. Started Thursday morning super, super light, very slowly getting heavier. Yesterday was really heavy - which is normal day 2 for me but it seemed heavier than normal, then today, day 3, it's really light again. Weird!!! It must be the Clomid - def not a normal AF for me.
I have an u/s on the 21st to check my lining, follicles, etc, as doc wants to see how Clomid is affecting everything. It'll be right around the time of O I think. So that will be interesting!
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Abc that is music to my ears hearing you'll be getting an ultrasound and so close to o time!!! I never temped through my af either, I'd resume when the bleeding was light - spotting :)
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Hey ladies, I'll be ovulating this coming week (if my cycle stays the same)
Does anyone else get pain when they ovuLate? Since tracking and using opks without fail the day after my postitive opk I'll have bloating and pain and I just knownive ovulated! Goes away in a few hours but it's like clockwork!
Maybe because I have pcos?
Girlswaylondon I also experienced o pain as well after monitoring my cycles. Prior to this I don't recall ever feeling it [emoji23] I'm sure I would have but would've just passed it off as random twinges/pangs and not the consistent pain I was experiencing once aware. It's amazing how much more you feel your body once you start listening!!!
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Temp drop today. Have to wait to see what tomorrow brings.
I got really bad cramps day of pos opk this month and some not so bad the following morning. I never get cramps, not even with AF.
Dh has to wait until 20th Dec to see his Dr about the hcg. He has none left and I don't want to buy anymore, but I'm worried about him starting and stopping it. It is a hormone after all. It's a joke because they know he hasn't had a test shot since July.
BBB im UK too and feel like our appointments, prescriptions and just getting meds/treatment in general is so far behind compared to the US!! fingers crossed for you for this month!! :)
whenever i see your signature on here with the 5 girls im in awe :heart: though i completely understand the desire for the opposite gender and i truly hope you guys get your boy!! :) just thought id share some love for the amazing large all girl families on here and drop off all my blue dust for you guys :bluecheer: xx
Pink dust back at ya :wave:
BBB - ugh so frustrating about DH's hcg. I hope it all gets resolved soon! Or, better yet, that you get your BFP soon and it wont matter anyways!!! :)
Girlsway - yea for O this week!!! FX!!!
Hey guys just wanted to pop in an update you all.
My second beta todat was 12 so it's going down and it's a chemical pregnancy.
So disappointed to now have to be pushed back in my cycle and wait around until AF comes.
Anyway good luck to all those ttc. I hope the universe is nicer to y'all than it is to me!