Uk ladies

It's awkward, I know about 3 people due this month with girls after boys, one is one of my oldest friends and I'm hoping she doesn't text me and just announces on Facebook and when I'm ready I'll find out. Another (the one over due) her son is friends with ds3 and he wants her son to come and play at our house in the holidays so I do really need to contact her but just can't. The other I unfriended but she is still part of a larger group I'm on so even though I won't see all the updates I will see when she has the baby.
Dh hasn't said anything, at all, still. I've not mentioned babies or little girls again, but I'm just struggling in general and he hasn't even asked if I'm ok. I think he's afraid of what my answer might be.
I can understand wanting to do nicer things and I am really looking forward to the next stage of parenting when we can do things with out carting a load of nappies everywhere and worrying about naps and sleepless nights and wiping butts. But I just can't let the idea go. I was torturing myself yesterday thinking if I took out a loan or started playing the lottery and won then maybe I could go high tech, but according to the site I looked at Id have to be out of the country for 10-12 days and dh would have to join me for 2 days. What do we do with the boys in that time? No one would help out, especially if they knew we wanted another baby.


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I wonder why we just seem to struggle of a sudden! Watched obem today and one lady got a dd after a ds and I got a little Pang of jealousy! No idea where they all of a sudden come from!
I've been is bad recently I've not been on diet at all, in fact I'm worse than ever! I'm scoffing meat like it's going out of fashion. Maybe I'm psyching up to swaying but I don't know I feel so low at the moment, what with this DH keep changing his mins bad the house move taking forever I'm just so fed up! At least we're not alone I suppose!
I often think of ht if I could afford it and get out of the country for that long I'd do it and not tell anyone just let them think it's a holiday, but we'd never be able to afford it unfortunately

I looked, for a loan for 1 round, plus getting out there and and staying etc I'd be paying almost £300 for 10 years. And that's if it worked first go. There's no way that would be do able. Lottery win it is then lol
I considered making out it was just a holiday, but even if we all went I wasn't sure how it worked, like if we'd both need to be at the clinic at the same time, it's not that sort of thing you can take them along too. And even with a holiday cover story we wouldn't get anyone to look after the boys while we went alone.
I've not watched the last episode, possibly the last 2.
The only diet I've ever been on was when I briefly started the LE diet last summer. Other than that I've never dieted, and ATM I'm just as bad, pigging out constantly. Definitely not girl friendly. Mind you all the people I know getting their girls reckon they didn't do anything different. It just seems like an unbelievable amount of people outside of the world of gender desire forums are getting those girls. I'm not saying that I don't think that it's worth swaying I just mean that at the moment it's really disheartening to see them all get it so easily while we are here going crazy over it


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Deleting the Facebook app didn't work out as well as I thought. Walking up to the park we passed one of the houses and the little boy was just going in with a big bunch of flowers shouting "nate nate my mum had the baby, it's out already nate! She's called annalie" so of course when I got home I logged on via the browser and looked at her pictures because I'm cruel to myself like that. Dh doesn't seem to get that it hurts seeing others with what I want. When I told him and showed him he seemed pleased for them and aww'd at the baby.


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have anyone else bought clothes for their prefered gender..im terrible for the past two years I pick up pretty dresses then think how stupid im being and give them to who ever is next to have a little girl in my family.. im not buying anymore but ive kept 3 and im determined these are going to be for my baby girl one day..im trying to keep positive because im worried the depression will spiral out of control. thank goodness my two youngest are keeping me busy in the easter holidays. I hope we all get our daughter/sons one day xxx

I can't do it, I can't buy something knowing I may never get to use it. I know this might sound stupid but when I was first pregnant with ds1 dh was convinced he'd be a girl and he talked me into buying a little sylvanian (sp) families set that was Christmas themed in the sales. I had told him I always wanted them as a child but was never allowed them. I told him at the time he had just jinxed us and that baby would be a boy but I never realised that they ALL would be boys!



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I know what you I see loads of people getting their DG without doing all the stuff. We do makes it all the harder, wonder if small things change in them though to make it? I don't know it's just bit fair sometimes! :(
Sorry you didn't get away from the dreaded news either just when you're trying to avoid it as well!
I don't buy bits but just in case I never get to use them it worries me, however both times I was pregnant I stayed team green so bought a boys and girls outfit ive still got the girls oitfit from ds2 just in case......one day hopefully

Last time I kept wondering if I should buy boys stuff to jinx it in the other way and end up with a girl and a load of boys things I couldn't use lol


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If only it worked that way....

I know, right? I mean I already had enough boys stuff to jinx it if it worked that way. I think I'm going mad, today I feel better than the last few days, more positive and less like it matters, but at the same time I'm thinking "what's 10 years of debt if I get a daughter out of it?" Which is just ridiculous. But if ever I discover I have a rich aunt I never knew about who leaves me a decent amount of money I will be seriously considering it. I noticed that the sites say gender selection is illegal except for medical reasons. I wonder if they would class depression as a medical reason, I mean they'll do boob jobs on the nhs because of the woman being depressed and having low self esteem. I'm just "thinking out loud" I know it's not something that would happen, but that's wishful thinking for you.


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