Oh and I purposely atr terrible today, with having nothing else yesterday, and being so tired I just gave in to road side truck stop fries and hotdog. Lol
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Oh and I purposely atr terrible today, with having nothing else yesterday, and being so tired I just gave in to road side truck stop fries and hotdog. Lol
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Hey hitme, I am by NO means a chart pro but to me it looks promising! Hoping your temp stays up :)
You are not the only one who gave into temptation yesterday. I stayed within calories and protein (can't remember exact numbers) but had 68g of fat!!! Thats by far and away the worst I've been in the 3 weeks since being back on diet - but trying to console myself with the thought that even 68g of fat is WAY lower than I would have had before changing my diet so trying to look on the positive and not beat myself up!
Feeling SUPER emotional the past couple of days. Honestly have no idea whats wrong with me. I don't have the healthiest relationship with my mother, I mean I love her and I know underneath it all she loves me but its just complicated. Anyway, she rang late last night and told me she was worried about me, my weight (BMI is currently around 20.2, was 22.7 for the last decade or so) and about how much I want a daughter. She thinks I can't afford to lose any more weight with my history of HG on my boys as if I had it again I would have very little, if anything, to lose! I can see her point for sure. The concern is completely uncharacteristic and honestly I don't know what to make of it. It has me wondering all day today if I should "let go and let God" and let what will be, be! And then the Martha in me takes over and says I NEED to DO something to sway the odds. Oh its a double edged sword isn't it girls!!
I feel the same way at times Hopper. I have days where I think about how people conceive girls every single day without doing any sort of swaying or without doing a darn thing different so maybe I should stop the diet. Most days though I think I need to do something to sway because otherwise I feel like without it we have zero odds of having a girl. I know that more than likely we will have our third boy but I figure we might as well give this swaying business a shot.
It really is a double edge sword... And I do think that swaying makes us more emotional
My temps are starting to drop - only 6dpo. Last cycle she came at 8dpo. I was REALLY hoping I'd have a longer Lp this cycle, but I feel like AF is on her way.
Food has been terrible bc we've been in and out of hospitals. My youngest is still having problems and I could care less about the diet right now. That being said he is better again today, so today I'll be more inclined to be on track.
We're baking hay today on the farm, it's very social - lots of family, lots of food. Im bringing my secret weapon of angel food cake, low fat whipped cream and blue berries. My mil is doing a pot of chili. That's the main. Im bringing bread to go with that; do I'll be eating mostly bread and cake, with whatever salad might be around too.
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Sometimes I think I should just let go and let nature take it's course, I see soooooo many ppl get their girls without trying. My husband has such a strong male line and I know they say that it doesn't influence gender, but I can't help but feeling there is something in that, whether it be naturally high sperm count or whatever. Sounds like your mum is looking out for u hopper. I'm starting to get comments about my weight lose and don't feel like I want to lose anymore. I have really dropped the diet the last few days and given in to some yum comfort foods, lasagne last night (it was amazing!) off to the gym for some cardio, hoping to counteract a party I'm going to today with heaps of yummy food. Sigh.
How are we all doing ladies? Just after my cardio and a shower and am BEAT so hopping into my bed. Had a hectic weekend of it with cake baking for my friends DDs 5th birthday. I made her a pink and white princess castle cake with lots of pink and sparkle. It was such a novelty baking for a girl, I loved every second. Also had my mum's birthday yesterday so baked and frosted a really yummy cake for her that was eaten today! It was calling to me from my fridge!!
So yesterday went like this:
1277 cals less cardio 250 (only had time to do 45 mins!) = 1027
Fat 53g
Protein 37g
That darn cake did me in on fat content!
I had my morning coffee but my breakfast consisted of chocolate biscuit cake at the 5 YOs birthday party. I knew we had a meal out for my mum's birthday so another coffee sustained me through the afternoon and for dinner I had a vegetarian egg noodle stir fry and I robbed maybe 10 French fries from my dad's plate lol. I also had a delicious glass of Sauvignon Blanc, seriously it tasted like MORE lol!
Today was my mum's actual birthday so we did the cake in her house for dinner so once again am high on fat.
Calories 1755 less cardio 403 = 1352
Fat 62g
Protein 55g
I had my morning coffee. Brunch around midday was 3x toast with light cream cheese and jam, 1x mini brioche and another coffee. I had a bit of a cheating snack with DS2 today, which was half a bag of potato chips and EIGHT salted caramel covered chocolate biscuit fingers. They are just WAY too yummy! Between me and the boys we demolished the entire box!!!
Dinner was steamed potatoes with butter (I had full fat as my mum doesn't stock the low fat stuff) cabbage and 2x mini chicken vol au vents. Afterward I had a verrrrrrry small slice of cake and a couple of DS1s potato chips. I ate and ate all day today, or so it feels but I gave the cardio my all this evening to try atone for the excess lol.
How did you all get on at the weekend? :)
That cake sounds beautiful!!! I can't say no to cake. Im sure girl moms eat cake sometimes to ridiculous portions even. Lol
My diet has been yoyo. It's still hovering around 120 though - I haven't gained any, although I did dip down to 117 for like a minute lol
I haven't been religiously tracking on MPF. Im sneaking a little more protien, but I know when I was tracking -80% of the time I was really low on protein so im sure it's a wash.
And being the TWW im slightly famished. I tracked some bad days juts to see and the worse was like 60g of fat and 2000 cals... But I don't think I've had many over 1700.
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Post a photo of that cake!
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Cake sounds amaze!! I've been a bit of a yoyo on the diet at the monent too. One day I'll do really well, then, like tonight, will get home late and famished and give in to some take out! Still in the calorie range at least :worry:
Had a lot of of social things going on too, they r the hardest, always end up eating whatever is on offer!