Originally Posted by
prayforprincess
Ok, so I just wanted to check in before jumping in the shower.
I am scared to death and keep thinking it is absolutely a boy. Although I feel prepared it'll still hurt hearing boy and knowing I'll never have a daughter. Guess I won't know how I'll deal until I have to, you know?
Ahhh, I'm really terrified. Most of all I'm scared they will be wrong or something.
Like tell me boy, but its really swollen parts and then I find out at my 18 wk u/s in the hospital that its really a girl and I've been crushed all this time. Or visa versa. I just want the guarantee of gender so I can deal with my emotions and stop this seesaw of feelings I've been having.
I'll post later -- I feel like I'll be a different person once knowing. Its like, your last child and this is it -- whatever it is, this is your family now for life. There's no more tries for this gender or that...this is it!