I have to say, you ladies are giving me hope for controlling GD this time around. I had it horribly with DS2 since I was convinced it was my DD. While my nub pic is a bit tricky, since the baby is curled, I think it screams boy and I have to admit, my heart is already a little heavy. I am almost leaning towards having the tech write the gender down and opening it in the privacy of my own home so I can shed tears if needed. This is our last baby so I know this is the end of a dream for me. I wouldn't trade my little boys for anything in the world but I can't help but feel a little incomplete. I'm trying to remind myself that it is the baby that is the blessing, not the gender.