Quinn31 I know exactly what you are talking about - I've definitely had my ups and downs the last 6 months but still hopeful for this year. Honestly, with my two losses this year, I just wanted New Year's Eve to be over - time to look ahead to another year! One thing to think about...My acupuncturist has me picture my uterus as a healthy place for the baby to live in - that's a pretty neat visual cue to focus on during my sessions and I'm sure you could do anytime.