Originally Posted by
MrsEnglish
Thanks for asking, I'm doing good, I think I'm CD 14 today, and haven't had any ewcm or feeling of fullness in ovaries yet. I usually start getting those about 3 days before O. I'm not at all worried yet because it's still so early.
I have been unusually moody. Usually during the follicular phase I'm super calm and peaceful, but not this time. I am telling myself I need to deal with it because I know if I get pregnant, the moodiness lasts the whole nine months, so I need to learn to deal with it and not just wait for it to be over.
Luckily, for me, so far, the moodiness doesn't come out at people, I'm usually just alone and start thinking about either someone I know personally from the past who was an asshole, or someone famous who is an asshole, and I just get these really intense fantasies of revenge. I don't think I'm a psychopath because in all the violent fantasies, the bad guy physically attacks me first, then I kick their ass. In the non violent ones, I just cuss out the asshole, usually in front of a crowd of people. Then half an hour later, I'm like "OMG, what is wrong with me? I'm so glad that didn't really happen!" And then I tell myself the angry spells are actually a good sign because it means I'm more likely to get pregnant. And I thank God that no one pissed me off during the angry spell, so it just played out in my head and not in real life.
So I'll be happy for any tips on dealing with hormone induced moodiness