October 2013 babies!

I get really sad when I see people are having twins since I miscarried twins last Sept. I dont think I ever really grieved, I jumped right away trying to get pregnant again. So when I see Were having twins, it makes my heart ache. :( I still cant shake the feelling one of them were girls. It makes me think maybe a couple of my miscarriages were girls and what if I cant carry them, so I think Im making myself believe its a boy, so I dont get sad. I knew 100% Ds3 was a boy and I didnt get sad at all. I thought Ds2 was girl because the pregnancy felt so different and cried at the sono. lol DH and the tech were very silent and looked at me like I was crazy lol HEy I cant contorl my hormones sometimes!!!!! ha ha I was fine shortly after. So I think believing that this is another boy will help me to be happy at the sono if I hear its a boy, like it did with DS3.

My scan is tuesday, 2 more sleeps! Can't believe I spent all that time thinking it was forever away and that I wanted it to hurry up but was also scared, now I'm 2 days away and excited!

Is it just me (slightly off topic) normally I wouldn't like to see my kids with dirty faces and hands etc but after a lovely sunny day like today, coming in from the garden with them absolutely filthy, like 3 little street urchins from Oliver Twist, there was something really satisfying about it. I said to DH "that is how all children should look on a day like today" it shows they have been out playing and having fun rather than stuck in watching TV and moaning at each other LOL

My gender scan is tomorrow, I'm very nervous but excited everyone keeps telling me it'll be a boy, I'll be happy either way but I'm dying for a girl! Here is my 13 week scan, anyone got any guesses before tomorrow?!Attachment 11092

Looks. Like boy, but I am not very good at guessing!! GL tomorrow!!

Good luck at your scan tomorrow!!!

My scan is tomorrow as well. I've had almost all boy guesses. All boy here, all boy on in-gender and mostly boy on other sites. Maybe about 3 girl guesses.
I THINK I'm ready to hear boy now although I would still love to be surprised with a girl, I just don't think that will happen for us and I've got used to that idea now.

Good Luck Danielle + Motherofboys :fx:

I was very busy all weekend with baseball games for DS1 and DS2 and my laptop was acting up, so I missed a lot on here!! I have a baby check-up this morning and then I'll come back and get caught up on all these posts I missed. Good luck today to those who have scans!

Aw Katie I almost asked after you this morning as I hadn't seen you.