Marvelous March 2WW

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Originally Posted by Pbn3

Momamia for some reason I cant see the link to your chart anymore?

I know I haven't been as active in here as usual and I apologize... sometimes I need to take a step back. Next cycle will be my last if I get decent attempts in. I absolutely do not want to enter yet another new year of a due date. Both me and dh already feel past our due date age wise, I turn 39 in June and he turns 46 :( I also feel sad at being left behind all the time. It's a blessing meeting so many wonderful ladies but the downside is I don't get to join the due date groups, or when I do, I miscarry.... sorry for being a downer I'm cd1 so I have an excuse lol. I really hope for a sticky bean next cycle and will do my best so I can stick around but at the moment it feels like that impossible dream and I both envy but also celebrate all these bfps happening, I just wish so much I was one of them :(

You ladies rock and are the best support anyone could ever ask for and I truly mean it when I say I am truly happy for all xxoo

https://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/519b48

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I really hope you get your sticky bfp this cycle hun. <3

Thanks cosmo :) that means alot :) I'm going to bed now so I'll be back in the morning with my happy pants on 😂

https://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/519b48

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Originally Posted by Pbn3

Momamia for some reason I cant see the link to your chart anymore?

I know I haven't been as active in here as usual and I apologize... sometimes I need to take a step back. Next cycle will be my last if I get decent attempts in. I absolutely do not want to enter yet another new year of a due date. Both me and dh already feel past our due date age wise, I turn 39 in June and he turns 46 :( I also feel sad at being left behind all the time. It's a blessing meeting so many wonderful ladies but the downside is I don't get to join the due date groups, or when I do, I miscarry.... sorry for being a downer I'm cd1 so I have an excuse lol. I really hope for a sticky bean next cycle and will do my best so I can stick around but at the moment it feels like that impossible dream and I both envy but also celebrate all these bfps happening, I just wish so much I was one of them :(

You ladies rock and are the best support anyone could ever ask for and I truly mean it when I say I am truly happy for all xxoo

https://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/519b48

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Awe I am so sorry. I haven't been ttc as long as you so I can't begin to imagine the stress of that on you.
I do know though from my experience of us ttc for 7 cycles it was beyond emotionally taxing.If this cycle was a bust for us (and I'm still not convinced until I get second betas back) I was going to take a few months off to focus on myself. I was going to stop diet and go back to no carbs and get into a major- summer is coming -fitness plan. I started to plan trips with girlfriends and my family to get me excited about something other than a baby. I pray this is your month!! But if it doesn't work out...have you thought about taking some time off instead of stopping? I know you said you don't want to go onto another year and I get that.. but maybe you just need to shift your focus bavk on YOU for a bit. Id say start thinking if whatever you want to do that makes you happy. Maybe during that break you will reconsider wanting to not try again?.
I know how hard we are on ourselves during this whole ttc journey and it can take a toll.
Just know we are always here for support...
Xo

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Pbn I will be thinking of you so sorry for all your stress!
Lola I would think to much into a m/c I had super dark lines and held my pregnancy for 6 weeks before I had mine

Robin, congrats again!! Beautiful lines!!!
Lola, I definitely see it! Stalking for tomorrow's pics...
Pbn, I hear you! It certainly does take a toll emotionally. Hugs!! :bighug:

Pbn3- (((Huge Hugs))) My heart just goes out to you, sweetie. You have been through so much, and I pray that you will get your much deserved BFP. I wish that I could just wave a magic wand and make it be so.

If I may give you some advice, is there anyway that you *could* keep trying for at least 3 more cycles? The reason I ask is my RE told me that IF Clomid is going to work, it usually works in about 3 cycles or the cycle after stopping Clomid (this was the case for me). I know this whole TTCing and BFNs are emotionally taxing, but I'd hate to see you half heartedly try something like Clomid without giving it a good chance to see if it may work. Just a thought. I wouldn't skip taking Clomid for any cycles, I would, if you can, take it for 3 consecutive cycles. I wouldn't take it days 5-9. My RE said with someone over 35, days 3-7, or 2-6 are best because it causes you to produce a much healthier egg. Also, since you didn't conceive on 50mg, it is totally appropriate to bump it up to 100mg. If you want to PM me, I can talk to you more about what my RE said and can even consult him for you about your situation, if you'd like. He and I are close family friends.



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Pbn, I pm'd you. Also, I have no idea why my chart isn't showing up anymore???

Pbn- I hope this cycle works out, my heart goes out to you, really hope you get a bfp! Trying can really take a toll on you.

My period is expected Friday, had spotting starting Thursday and it has been on/off since then. No heavy bleed what so ever and mostly *TMI* after a BM. The only time I spotted a week prior to my period was with all 4 of my pregnancies, but I am totally second guessing this since we were not really trying. BFN on the test this morning.

Pbn, I really hope this is your cycle.

Robin, I'm so happy to see such a clear positive!

Who is testing soon?

Pbn-you are an amazing support here & always have great advice! I sooo want this cycle to be YOUR time! Everything crossed for you & still sending positive vibes your way!!! I'm so sorry you've gone through so much heartache & I know it takes it's toll on you! Maybe you could plan a vacation too for some r&r and as a distraction?! Hugs!!!
fiveboys-I think I would count 10 weeks from when the last AF started. Don't know if that's correct, but that's what I was thinking.
Robin-your lines look beautiful!!!! Congrats!!!!!
I hope my lines start to look like yours Robin!
Thanks for the support everyone! Maybe I just need to be patient & hope tomorrow looks darker. I had nice lines in the beginning for both boys and since this is so different...just worries me a little. I guess as long as AF stays away...I'll try to remain positive & hopeful. I have been fortunate to never have gone through a m/c and can't imagine what some of you have gone through, but definitely empathize with the heartbreak!! You imagine a whole life for this tiny human. Praying sooo hard everyday for this one to work out!!! I told DH & he was so excited!