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Alright, new journey, new thread! :) I'll leave the old sad one behind for now.
Ladies so this is my FMU OPK... I know I know, but it gives me HOPE! LOL
This is the darkest one I've seen, and it looks a bit darker in RL. I'm going to take one again in like 4 hours and compare.
So DH and I started BD on May 6, and then on Wednesday the 9th, and now today on Friday the 11th.
He is at this point refusing to take supplements because he just wants to avoid doing me until the hcg is out of my system,(It already is, but he thinks otherwise) so I HOPE that I O REALLY quick here! I was feeling activity down there yesterday on the left side so I'm hoping my body is getting ready!
Now Atomic, I trust you and I want this next pregnancy to stick of course so I really need your help on this. I have hypothyroidism so I'm not the average lady when it comes to taking Vitex. I am TERRIFIED to stop taking it when I learned that it is a natural medicine for my disease. But MAYBE it will be okay.. I've now been on 100 mcg of levothyroxine since the 23rd of April yet it takes 4-6 weeks for the thyroid to become balanced again.
Then I got my mom saying "I don't think you need to take an herb to conceive..remember the Enforma system you took as a teen and it was herbal, my friend has the same thyroid condition as you, Vitex is probably why you miscarried. You DON'T need an herb to conceive, you are fertile enough" Then when I told her "No, mom it WAS my thyroid that killed it, I didn't HAVE any production happening.. my body was screaming at my thyroid to make more!"
blah blah blah.
Then there's part of me just struggling with crap saying.. maybe the sperm I scraped off the couch was messed up with chemicals because we have to carpet clean our couch regularly because of our kids. How stupid was I to do that..
Then I didn't wean off my supplements like I was told to...
Did the Vitex harm my egg because I took it into my 6th OPK.. Or did it happen because I stopped the Vitex when I should have kept going and could have saved my baby..
I Don't know!!!!!
I know things are different than they were because I'm taking red raspberry leave capsules, now just to double to check that those are safe to continue, when I get that + OPK and BFP?
I need total help this time of how to wean off ALL my supplements. Please tell me exactly how to wean off of them so this does not happen again.. I feel My +OPK is right around the corner. My cm last night was white and very stretchy..
Anyone know if semen is that stretchy by a few inches? LOL that sounds so silly!
This thread is going to be like the other one, my journey with Vitex.. so here we GO!
On a side note I'd love for you ladies to go find the latest thread I made about that lady on youtube. It's a fun video to watch because she reveals the gender of her baby and she took the Pink Or Blue lab test with her hubby feet away from her on the otherside of the kitchen baby gate..and results said BOY and she took Vitex to conceive.. she even took it 12 or so week into pregnancy then finally weaned off! I thought she was NUTS for doing that LOL. Anyways just watch!