So Tired Of Cold Uncaring Doctors!
So I went in to my clinic to see my old doc who is a wonderful lady and then they tell me that my doc's last month was in Feb. She was just amazing, so I was sad. They said I could see a doctor or a nurse practitioner. I chose the doctor. So I'm sitting there and he comes in the room with the longest face I've EVER seen a doctor pull at first meeting..so there were several seconds of awkward silence because I was just in shock!
Then he says "So what can I do for you?" and I go on to explain my situation. He says "Well, bleeding can be common in early pregnancy but more like spotting not what you're doing." "And sometimes bleeding is normal and othere times it can mean a miscarriage.." And he stops and his face forms into a smile. I shit you not, I was PISSED! So..." *gesture arms out*.. with pleasure, it's hard to tell."
Then he tells me to get up on the table and he listened to my heart. Really I could tell he was enjoying looking down my shirt ( and I wore the wrong shirt bearing cleavage, so looking down he saw even more, and I could tell he was enjoying it because he let out a sigh of pleasure and while I was there said "You know, most clinics won't see you until after the first trimester" and pulled another smile. I made sure he was going to do the right blood test, the quanitive one. Anyways I went off to the lab to get poked. I was SO Glad to get away from Mr. Cold, and no bedside manner, delighted in people's pain type of doc! Then at the lab, things didn't go any better. I HATE when the phlebotomist won't listen to me when I say "do this vein, not that one" She chose "that one" and spent like 3 mins filling it up!
After getting poked I went back and asked him to get me a scipt for phenegrine for my morning sickness -He did. So that's the only good thing he did do!
So I'm just a jumble of emotions right now, and a bad clinic visit was THE LAST thing I needed. I won't be going back!
My bleeding is like brown and light at this point.. I'm praying and praying just HOPING my baby has made it. I'm so freaking nervous! I've never gone through this sort of thing.
I do have an idea though.. maybe my supplements are causing the bleeding because I didn't take them and there was no fresh blood. So I don't know what to do, take just a piece of each one in the am and then call it good even stretch it like 2 days? I'm so nervous to keep it up!
Please pray for me ladies if you can, I've never ever experienced a loss, so I am just terrified at this point. I'm trying to be calm and breathe normally, but it's just NOT Easy! :tissue:
Aside from this, I read online that there is no point retesting to see if the line gets darker because it won't necessarily mean a higher hcg level.. I'm thinking that's false! :(
My line was darker and without FMU because I'm been peeing like no tmw Also eating every 2 hours because I'm starving and drinking A LOT. I take these to be good signs. I really really hope that they are.
