Hi All, I have my gender scan today, well it's actually my anatomy scan, which i get nervous about anyway so I'm feeling a bit weird. I'm sure this is another boy and I think I'm becoming more at peace with that but I'm not sure until I hear the news. I just want to remain excited about my baby and pregnancy regardless.
I would love not to have this GD hanging over me any more. I love having boys and would have wanted them if I hadn't had one but I desperately want a girl at some point. My emotions are all over the place today. I'm sitting here with my one and two year old and they're chatting. My two year old is telling the one year old that he can be a pilot and he'll be a co-pilot. The one year old is saying yeah a rocket and his brother is going no it''s an airplane, and the one year old is saying yeah a rocket, my two year old is getting a bit frustrated. So cute, it wouldn't be the worst thing in the world to add to that with another beautiful boy.
I went in to a lovely little church in the city centre that I used to go into on my lunch break in work. I don't go to church regularly but do pray myself. Anyway I just asked for peace of mind regardless of the news, that included health and gender and it has helped.
I'll keep you all posted with the results of the scan, say a prayer for me on both counts! NERVOUS and it's not until this evening so I have all day to think about it!
