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A close friend and my sister have both given birth this week and both now have a PP. I am happy, especially for my sister, but I cried and cried my eyes out after being told the "good news". I actually hurt and am so surprised at my reaction ?!
I feel really low, not like my usual self. ( I am very good at putting on a brave face and getting on with it) I want to be in a good frame of mind as I am going HT in June for my baby boy/boys. The what ifs are churning through my mind already. What if I have another no transfer, what will I do then ?
Don't know how to snap out of this ? Feel lost :sad: