I have my elective gender scan on Thursday and I have been stressing non stop over it. I'm even debating if I want to go or not. DH thinks I'm going mad and I'm acting very moody around him and my DS's. I have hope for hearing girl, but my gut is saying it's a boy. My 6 week scan showed baby was on my left side- so according to Ramzi, it's a girl. My 11 week 5 day scan of the nub showed a promising girl nub, but I know it was just too early to make an accurate guess.
Is it weird that I am mentally preparing myself to hear boy or should I prepare myself to hear girl? Or neither? Should I go in as neutral as possible? I know if I hear boy I'll cry and I know I'll get over it eventually. This part is the hardest part of pregnancy I swear! Honestly, in the end, I just want a healthy baby, boy or girl. Thanks for letting me vent!