3 girls and one Angel baby boy
I am feeling completely cheated. Our second baby was a boy but was lost at 17+4. I was told yesterday that I am expecting my third girl. I am just not happy at all. I don't even have the desire to be pregnant anymore. I want the world to disappear. I can't stand feeling like this bc no one knows what it feels like. It's not like we as a couple don't create boys bc we have. It stings that much more knowing the only son I'll ever have sits in an urn. I just want to be over all it. It wasn't this bad when I found about my second girl. I was over it in a day. This time it's just not letting up. I don't know what to do and I really want to punch the next person that tells me I am blessed and I should be happy.