2 boys already, depressed after 2nd failed attempt at IVF for a girl
I have a 5 yo that was conceived naturally and a 1 year old conceived through IVF without gender selection. I just did my first cycle at almost 40 to do PGD for a girl. Out of 4 I have results on 3 so far-1 abnormal and 2 normal males.
I am feeling extremely depressed. I feel like the universe is telling me that I won't/don't get to have what I want. All I ever really wanted was one lousy daughter. I'm feeling pissed at my husband because he has not one son but 2, gets to see a brother relationship like he had with his own brother. He has no idea what it's like for me. He'd be upset if we had only girls, too, but of course, things had to go his way.
We are going to try a few more IVF cycles, but I just can't believe that at almost 40 I actually managed to come up with 2 normals and BOTH were male. I wouldn't be surprised if we had cycle after cycle of just XY. This just sucks, and I don't know how to deal with it.