Why...oh...WHY Did I have to look?
So, in the middle of my TTC, my brother and SIL announce their pregnancy. At my grandmothers 75th bday party yesterday, she passes her U/S pictures to me and OF COURSE I look. :( Mrs. TOTALLY BOY LIFESTYLE is most likely having the girl I so desperately want. I do not know how reliable 12 week potty shots are, but there are 3 pretty distinct dots there. I wanted to cry. In fact when I got home, I did cry. I know if God wants me to have a little girl, I will...it's just SO HARD. I just want to crawl up on the couch with a pint of ice cream and pout. LoL