Little"maman" of two boys....
So I don't know where to start...
My names is Valerie I am 34 and I have been dreaming about a little girl I guess forever lol
I got pregant when I was 28 and lost my baby boy just when I started the second trimester... A few years later I got pregnant again and discover that I was expecting a boy again...
That's funny cause I have been doing already a lot of things to get a girl.... ( Moon calendar, sex position, control of the PH, cranberries juice for the hubby....)
I was sad but I always wanted two kids so my second one would be a girl.... I thought....
I removed my IUD in december two years ago and got pregnant 1 month later.... I I had sex just one time 6 days before my ovulation...... Even my doctor told me theirs a big chance it will be a girl....
Well... A boy.... And for the funny story I never saw any penis during the ultra sound !!!! I really thought it was a girl and until the end I was in deny and was pretty sure it was a girl....
When at 6 months they confirmed it was a boy ( even if I never saw a penis !!!!!) I was destroyed... I called my mom to cry and she screamed at me like I was so selfish and stupid about this baby boy....
Same for my sister... Why crying boys are so much fun.... Easy to say when they both got daughters....
I got two boys and I miss my daughter... I love them so much..... So so so much.... But I will forever be sad that I couldnt have a girl...
We just wanted two kids.... But I would do everything for a little girl.... And now that I am almost 35 I need to make a decision, either try again one more time or grieve the idea of pink....
