Hello everybody
It's 3 weeks now that I'm reading on this website, and I've noticed, I haven't introduced myself yet.
So let's take a few minutes.
I'm 28 years old, and will be 29 this summer.
I have a lovely husband, he's 35. We live in Europe in a nice city, close to the beach.
I have 4 little boys, and I love them with all my heart! They are so adorable.
My 3 oldest boys are from a different daddy, our third boy was only 2 months old when he left us.
It was a terrible time, but since I met my big love in 2012, the sun is even shining brighter than before!
In 2013 we've welcomed a little baby of our own... And everybody told me it will certainly be a girl! With no doubt!
But it wasn't.. We've welcomed another cute little boy. For that reason, we wrote on his birth announcement:
"Boys are so much fun, so we thought, let's take another one!" But I can't count the times, people asked me after his birth
"didn't you prefer having a girl?"
I don't think I need to describe how much I'm dreaming of having a little baby girl.
My 3 oldest son's dad, has had last year also a child with his girlfriend.. And guess what... It's a girl!
I deleted him and his girlfriend from my Facebook, It was hurting so much to see that little cute baby girl,
and to see that after all the hurt he did to me, he was now having a girl, and he knew how much I was
dreaming of a girl... So I guess he and his girlfriend were overjoyed that they've welcomed a girl, and I didn't...
I didn't even knew websites like these existed, so a new world opened for me, and my heart made a little jump!
So overwhelmed by all the info, I'm trying to figure out how and where to begin on our journey!
I've contacted a doctor over here, but he only works together with the clinic in Amman, Jordan.
But I'm just too scared to fly to Jordan, it's next to Syria, and we all know it's not safe over there..
Normally he also worked with Czech, but not anymore... He wrote in his email they only help people
with PGD for medical reasons.. :s
Monday I can call this doctor again, and I hope so much that he can or is willing to guide us in a journey to Czech...
I've putted all my hope on him, on going to Czech, but since he wrote me he doensn't longer work with hem,
I'm so anxious.
As my 4 pregnancies went smoothly, I often think, what am I thinking of going into IVF, but it's the only
way of letting our dream come true, having a daughter...
And it feels great that I'm not the only one suffering these
doubts, and trying to let our dream come true. :owl: