New here and swaying pink
Hi, I am new here - i have been following this site for years ever since I suffered GD with my second DS. We are now TTC #3 and swaying pink, I have been doing the LE diet for 3 months now and have lost 10lbs and have been following lots of the swaying methods and have read all the fab essays and information by atomic.
I have finally plucked up the courage to join the forums to share some of my worries here. My boys are now 5 and 2 and they are the most un-disappointing little boys ever. After finding out my second DS was a boy I was so gutted but once he arrived I was blown away by him and my GD completely disappeared. It took a long time to decide on trying for number #3 mainly because I wanted to feel at peace with having a third DS if it should happen - which I am as 3+ of a kind is a very special thing.
The problem is that I am so scared of feeling the disappointment again and I just don't believe I can be lucky enough to ever have a DD in my life. Wierdly the whole TTC process is making me feel very down when I should be really excited - it is like I am resigned to disappointment instead of feeling excited for what could be.
Anyway, enough of my ramblings, looking forward to getting to know you all in this journey x
DS1 :babym: DS2 :babym: TTC :babyf: