What ive realised and Thank you
Its been a week today :(
Ive been fumbling around on the forums the last few days not really knowing my place. Im not in the DD thread any more, im not in the 2ww, im not even swaying..
Im here.. Pregnancy loss section. A place i didnt think i would be again. In one week ive realised this.. that i can put my mind to anything. I did the LE for 7 straight months because i put my mind to it, as difficult as it was. I realised how much a do really really want a 3rd child. I realised not telling family you are pregnant, means you cant expect their support. I realised that people do care. And i was taken such good care of at the hospital where i spent the night in abdominal pain. I realised that as much as i wished for my baby to be a girl,a healthy baby comes first. I realised how incredibly lucky i am to have a darling husband who was willing to take on this journey of a 3rd child with me. Ive also realised however, that if i were to have no more, i have two beautiful healthy boys.
Last Wednesday morning i woke up bleeding. I miscarried that evening at 12 weeks + 6 days, the very next day was my scheduled 12 week scan which confirmed no baby. :broken:
I didnt want to talk about this here. But then i thought to myself, just like i came here to get some comfort, so might someone else.
OH, and Thank you :) Because this site and its members have helped me further along than i would have been able to go alone trying for a girl. Thank you for this particular section where girls like me can read through messages of support and encouragement. I felt supported through my sway and i feel supported through my loss. I can only be grateful and thankful for that. Being on the forums now is bitter sweet, but im finding it helpful.
For anyone reading this in the future - here is a link i found useful
Facts about Miscarriage – Information, hope, and healing
Im going to stick around and hopefully have some good news one day soon x