Crappy girl sway and unexpected pregnancy
Hi guys,
I joined a few months ago back in august with the hopes of swaying pink and conceiving in October. We had since changed our minds, and decided to put a pin in the idea of three until at least next year, if at all. Anyway imagine my surprise this month after being a few days late and getting a BFP. There were tears, not happy ones. My lifestyle has not been ideal for a baby, I was on antibiotics and cold and flu tablets. I wasn't taking folate. I was doing low level exercise (occasional walks), no coffee, no alcohol, no supplements, I was drinking tea, eating constantly, and the BD pattern is strong blue sway. However we used protection every time except CD 6&7 and they were immediate j&d, I OD 13/14 I'm sure given symptoms, CM etc. I'm really in complete shock that I'm pregnant, and I'm really disappointed and upset by the circumstances around it. This will definitely be our last baby and I really wanted to give it our best shot, I really feel like this has been taken away from me.
The only thing going our way is that I have gone vegetarian since semptember (with the occasional seafood and white meat cheat, maybe once per month if out to dinner) but it certainly hasn't been low calorie, it has been very healthy and well balanced!
Feeling pretty crappy about the whole situation, I know I should be thankful, but I'm not there yet.
Probably no point posting my sway, as it wasn't really one at all.