So I haven’t used this forum in a long time! I’ve been through the sway and the months and years of GD before it.
I have my beautiful daughter after two awesome sons thanks to the GD sway. They’re now 9,7 and 4. I was very happy with this picture! If I could have guaranteed a sister for my daughter I would have done it within a couple of years but I decided that we were done, it was all good.
But nature has a way, right?!
So here I am 13+2, trying desperately not to care if this baby is a boy or girl... but I do. I really do. I know how made up my little girl would be to have a sister. I’m sure they will all be over the moon either way, it’s probably just me. Mostly me.
Somehow I feel I couldn’t possibly be that lucky! What perfect foursome, 2 girls, two boys, I mean if I was given a menu before I hit earthside I’m sure I would have picked exactly that!
I’m trying not to nub-sess. My scan at 12+5 could have been girly, I thought it was, but the more nubs I look at the less sure I am! I’m not going to post it, I just need to vent in a safe space. I have my original GD girls on FB which is awesome! Hi girls if you pop your head in!
So when I feel a wobble, I’ll pop in here to amongst everyone else who has that niggle, that GD that no one talks about, that desire. You get me, I get you.
Very happy to be pregnant again, thinking about the birth already! I thought I aced it three times I shouldn’t rock the boat and do it again lol! Fingers crossed this bean behaves itself and follows the exit procedure correctly, I’m not looking to ruin a perfect record!