Repost due to glitch Feeling Deflated
There was a problem with my original post so Atomic asked me to repost it. I couldn’t access it either but just downloaded Tapatalk and that let me.
Thanks so much for the replies already on there!
Hi girls, I’m feeling a bit down about things. I have 2 boys and we are hoping and praying to add a girl, my husband has always wanted a Daughter, his sister always had a better relationship with their father and he was always closer to his mother, and although he adores our boys I think he feels like he would miss out on that special father daughter bond if we never have a girl. For me, I’ve always wanted to be a mum and to be honest just expected to have girls for some reason. I’ve never pictured myself as a Boy mum (as anyone on here in the same boat will tell you I’m sure, I actually love it and my boys are everything to me). But if I’d found this forum before we had our first I’d have seen things differently. I’d have known that I’m a classic boy mum- pcos, eat lots of meat especially red meat, sweet tooth so likely have high blood sugar a lot. Lots of nutrients and big portions. My DH has a high sex drive and
I have a boy mum personality, obsessive about things etc. Everything boy swayers do basically!
So I found this forum after we had our first son and began planning my sway. I got Metformin for my pcos and I bought clomid online (from a pharmacy website that no longer sells it). None of it worked, we had another boy. So now I have one lot of Clomid left but it’s out of date and my doctor has referred me to the fertility clinic to see about the Metformin again but I have a feeling they’ll say no this time (I have reason to). This is our last chance, we can’t have more than 3 Children so I feel so much pressure and absolutely no confidence that I’m even capable of having a girl.
I don’t even know what I’m asking here, sorry for the ramble. It’s so hard to talk about in real life especially to dh. I think part of me thinks if he thought I didn’t think there was a chance of a Girl he might pull the plug on dc3.
Thanks if you got this far, it’s nice to know I’m not alone!
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