I'm a terrible person. I just had my 2nd dd two months ago and we are so in love and love that we have sisters so close in age. But, today my bubble popped. Hadnt even thought of swaying since she was born and just have been in new baby bliss with my DH and first dd. But today, I saw someone whom I gave sway advice to announced a boy and the bubble popped and my heart dropped. She was in the same situation as me. Trying for number two less than a year after the first and still breastfeeding. So how is it fair that she gets that. My second daughter is a failed blue and I love her more than anything. It just breaks my heart seeing someone be successful in identical conditions that mine failed. I feel like this had cemented that I'll never be a boy mom and just have girls as I have heard the more girls you have the more likely it is you will keep having girls. I am in tears as I feel bad for feeling like this with two beautiful girls but my heart is broken as I feel I will never get my boy
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