I’m not sure where to start but I’m hoping typing out how I’m feeling will help some of the heartache I’m feeling. Some days are better than others but I’m an emotional wreck tonight.
I had my doctors check up appointment today after a d & c three weeks ago and it’s just reopened the raw grief I had back when I first lost our baby at 11 weeks. I’m still bleeding so the doctor wants me to go for an ultrasound and start antibiotics. I also had to have more blood tests to check HCG levels & iron from all the blood loss. I just feel like I can’t heal emotionally or mentally while my body won’t heal physically.
Some days have been better than others but today has been hard :broken: