Just welcomed my second boy
So a week ago, I welcomed our second son.
He is delightful, sleeps a lot, no issues so far with breastfeeding , labor was great and my body didn’t barely suffer physically.
Everything perfect except I am so sad. So sad that I didn’t got my girl and everyone around me did. My husband is ok to try third time for a girl and do the whole swaying thing but I can’t think I could go through this, feeling this again in case it fails.
I really though after delivery the GD will go away but is very much here. I do love my sons but I’m so sad I ended up being a boys mum when I never wanted to be one (I would have been happy with only girls).
I really hope post partum hormones are affecting me. Anyone has been in this situation? I am
Giving myself a couple or weeks and if not I will seek professional help - I don’t want to be sad.