Feeling so sad

[Princess Mom]

Someone I know after 3 little boys is having a girl. I recently had a miscarriage, I really wanted to give my DD a sister. I don't know if that will ever be but it just is heartbreaking seeing everyone I know always having girls. Especially in my family everyone has girls. Why can't I just get pregnant with another girl. I know I should be happy I already have one, but this desire I guess won't go away, even trying to hide from it and pushing it aside, it always comes back.
I just really hope God will give me another girl next time I become pregnant. Which I am taking time off and started birth control pills. Will be waiting to stop birth control around April.
I'm already sticking to the LE Diet, and mostly that all I will do. I was swaying the best I could and had a miscarriage and a feeling it was a boy.

Ok venting over. I just I'm feeling down

[mandyp85]

Bless you hun. I know exactly how you are feeling. I look at my little girl and feel so blessed to have her (as I do with my boys) I know a lot of people would envy what I have as not everybody is lucky enough to have at least one of each but I do still yearn for another little girl, for myself and my dd. I think all we can do is take stock of what we have, appreciate it and just hope we get what our heart desires in the future. Xxx

[Princess Mom]

Very true! It just so hard at times