Gah! Why?!?

[Beau82]

We aren't even actively trying right now so this shouldn't frustrate me so much but it does. And I have no one to vent to IRL so I'll do it here. So on the 15th, I had a glob of EWCM that morning even though I thought I should have ovulated the day before. I didn't plan it at all, but on the night of the 15th we had unprotected sex. I tried not to get my hopes up even though I felt a lot of symptoms which were out of the ordinary for me but then my period was late so I was really thinking I must be pregnant as I'm rarely more than a day or two off. Anyway, AF arrived today It seemed like such a perfect attempt, probably o-2 or maybe even o-1. Dang. DH is not on board for a fifth so my only hope is for moments like this which are few and far between. Dammit body, just do things right

[atomic sagebrush]

I'm sorry Beau. It's so frustrating to have your hopes up and then have them dashed.

[Beau82]

Thanks atomic. I was trying so hard not to symptom spot but it was getting hard to deny once AF was actually late. Now I know how people who are trying hard for months on end to no avail feel. I really thought that with good timing, I would get pregnant easily like I always have. But I am now 3 years older than I was the last time I got pregnant so quickly.