I think I might be crazy

[motherofboys]

Or gender desire is driving me that way, so feel free to ignore me lol

I am a believer in everything happening for a reason, I know there is some reason why I have 4 boys. Each of them is supposed to be here and supposed to be a part of my family, each came along when he was meant to and I'm sure there is a lesson to be had somewhere.
I've often envied those who got the opposite gender after a few of the same, with out changing anything. It's seemed somewhat unfair that it wasn't as easy for me.
Now there are some changes happening on my life which are making my sway a lot easier, I'm fact they are pushing my usual boy friendly lifestyle towards a more girl friendly one.
I obviously wouldn't know this if I didn't know about swaying. But it seems like things in my life are lining up towards a girl. I really wish I could believe that this is how it's supposed to happen and that if I didn't know about swaying I would be one of those people who got a girl after 4 boys with out even trying to.
I will still be swaying, and I'm still utterly convinced that baby boy number 5 will join my family, hopefully next year, but I just wish it was a sign that I was supposed to get a girl in the end rather than just a sign that I'm losing my mind LMAO


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[butterflywarbie]

im so on the same wave length as you i keep thinking it cant be possible to have another boy so il give it one more try, and then another boy appears lol im sure gods gonna give us a break at some point, just hope its before i stop looking like im pushing my daughter and not grand-daughter yikkessss x

[motherofboys]

I really don't think I will ever have a girl, but I can't stop myself from hoping and looking for reasons to believe it's possible.


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[iluvmy4sons]

I never thought I would have a little girl either. I hope you both get your daughter.