Sick of waiting!

[EmileeJane]

Okay I am frustrated. I haven't been trying nearly as long as some of you but I am a fan of instant gratification and it's now been just short of 2 cycles for me which so far is 70 days. My cycles are long and unpredictable. Ovulation seems to be off every month the last 2 cycles I O'd 24 & 23 days in. I decided to drop OPKs since I was blowing through them, and just do BD every 4 days as suggested by atomic. So all seemed great at beginning of the month. I had unexpected EWCM on day 18 or 19 of my cycle. We had just had sex 2 days prior but did again on the day of CM. I thought wow! Great if I O'd earlier and good chances of getting the egg too. We kept up every 4 days but after I hit 23 days into cycle when I typically O we cut back. I thought for sure I ovulated earlier because on day 23 and 24 I had no sign of EWCM. Then randomly on day 25 or 26 I had one bout of EWCM. I was thinking crap, and WTH?! Because that is the latest I would have ever ovulated. But we BD that night anyway.
If I ovulated on day 18 or 19 it's been the 2ww. Took A Test and negative!!! So irritated! It was so Damn easy to get pregnant w my 1st 2. We didn't even try! Now i am getting super anxious to have one and we are actually trying at peak times in my cycle and it hasn't happened. It is just hard to wait 37 days to try again! I don't yet feel AF coming so I must have O'd later maybe at the 25 or 26 day. But darn it that makes my cycle longer then it has ever been. So I guess I could possibly still have a chance. Probably know for sure next weekend. But I am highly doubting it!
Thanks for listening to my rant! Sucks. I was hoping for a May baby, now June and July are out for me!
Best of luck to the rest of you! Hope this is your month!

[carlyandlee]

I'm sorry... that is frustrating. Swaying for pink here, too, and it's taking longer than when we conceived our boys. I hope and pray you get your BFP soon!!

[atomic sagebrush]

Emilee, catch me up on everything you're doing and I can tweak it.