Is it bad.... Little Update.

**hpjagged** · January 8th, 2012, 08:25 PM

That I hope she has a girl, but only for my sake.

I've always wanted two boys. Well, all through my life I must of done something wrong cause it never goes the way I want it. I now have two girls.

My SIL is about 7/8 weeks pregnant. She's always wanted a girl. But I can't but help feel that she's gonna have a boy! Because towards me lifes a bitch lol.
If she has a boy I will be crushed. She really wants a girl and inside I really really really hope she has a girl not just for her sake but more for me as I know my heart will just break if its a boy.

Sorry I just had to get that out.

**xokatietatie** · January 8th, 2012, 08:28 PM

No need for apologies! I've been in your shoes before, secretly hoping people in my life would have boys because I would be so envious and jealous is they had girls. Don't feel bad!

**MatildaMai** · January 8th, 2012, 09:27 PM

I was in your shoes this time last year but reverse - I have two amazing boys and desperately want a DD to complete my clan. My brother and his wife had their first child last Feb. She wanted a girl, my brother wanted a boy. Drove me crazy that they knew but wouldn't tell anyone what they were having. I prepared myself to hear girl, and I can't describe the relief when I heard they'd had a boy. They asked me to be godmother as well so I was doubly relieved as I would of struggled with that as I miscarried my HT daughter a few weeks after my godson's birth.

Hoping your SIL has a girl doesn't make you a bad person - just human. Hope it is a girl!

**Cinss** · January 8th, 2012, 11:23 PM

This happens alot. Hopefully she has a girl and everybody is happy.

**purple sky** · January 9th, 2012, 12:34 AM

Jagged I feel the same as you. Like everything i want I never get.. As horrible as this sounds when my sister was pregnant with her 2nd I secretly prayed she would have another boy, but nope she had a girl (of course)
I hope your SIL has a girl for your sake as well

**angel-pink** · January 9th, 2012, 05:54 PM

I always hope people get what they want so they don't feel the same way i do each and every time i hear boy boy boy boy

I get where your coming from but maybe she wants a girl and she envys you for having a dd that she wants so badly

**alreadyneedivf** · January 9th, 2012, 08:49 PM

people who i like i hope they get whatever they want in life. people who annoy me, I hope they get what they deserve

Whether that be the gender they want or the job the want or anything else

**hpjagged** · February 14th, 2012, 05:08 PM

A lil' update. Sister in law is now around 12 weeks. She had a scan and the doctor said 80% its a boy in there. I actually feel alright about it, I'm just annoyed because the scan she showed us, I totally think looks like a girl haha. Not because I want her to have a girl, I genuinly think its a girl lol.