TTC Girl - January 2012

[xokatietatie]

I'm going to test Thursday, I think. If AF is due Friday for you, you could test Wednesday or Thursday... but it's really up to you. I'll be cyber stalking you whichever day you decide to test on.

[lemon2012]

Pink, if you are 4 days before o it is super early still.
Sorry for the BFN though.

Surgena...what happened? No o yet? Sorry! Sounds like you are busy!
You have a lot of attempts..are you in two week wait or waiting to o? I am confused!

Mocah,...thanks for the thumbs up on the attitude!
It just wasn't working for me! (swaying) Even DH keeps saying,...you can't eat that! lol! I was meant to have three boys and that has caused a lot of stress and upset for a LONG time. I might as well relax and enjoy life.
I will start the diet again tomorrow and try my hardest to include some sway tactics...I am not giving up completely but I do need accept that I am the world's worst swayer. I think it comes from the fact that I am a perfectionist...or want to be!

[pinkin2011]

knowing me, now i will be testing every morning! It plays with your mind my day is ruined now i am so depressed !!

[pinkin2011]

Lemon I am back on the diet tomorrow.. I cant deal with it today! I had pancakes with banana, ice cream and maple sypup for breakfast. I am still feeling nauseous i have no idea why now

[xokatietatie]

I've started feeling really negative and worried. I was so ready for the days to go by so that I could test, and now I kind of don't want to. I am terrified that I am not pregnant, so my thought has become "If I don't test, then I don't have to face a BFN." Anyone else ever feel this way?

[pinkin2011]

yeah me.. wish i had of waited but since i have now started its going to be hard to hold off.. I was going to wait and i should of. D/h thinks i am waiting until my missed af he wouldnt be happy if he knew i had tested already

[xokatietatie]

I really hope you get a BFP this month.

It would be the best early Valentine's Day gift!

[pinkin2011]

It sure would be ! I got my first bfp on Valentines day in 2008! And we were so lucky first moth of ttc

[PeonyPrincess]

Oh Suregena, your post about the sperms poking you around in there looking for the egg made me laugh. This whole thing is nuts sometimes. Your DH has been brilliant. He deserves a medal like Pinkin's DH. You sure did have a hectic month with visitors and the birthday thrown in. Hopefully everything will settle down for you now. Hope a BFP sneaks up on you, and if not, that next month is a lot more relaxed for you.

Pinkin, sorry it is a BFN today. It is so hard when you just want to see 2 lines so badly. I am sure we have all been in that same boat. Hopefully in a couple more days things will be different.

Hope, things are looking very promising for you for February. I look at the moon signs as well. Just one more thing to add to my sway and make me feel good about it.

[xokatietatie]

Do you believe in signs?

I've been sitting here at my laptop, feeling really down and worried. I was going back and forth between this thread and Facebook, talking to you (pink) and talking to a good friend (only one who knows what I'm going through with this)... and then I just stopped for a moment. I just started praying. I prayed God you let you be pregnant and I prayed God would let me be pregnant. (I don't know if you're a spiritual person, but I am.) I said "God, you know what's in my heart, and you know how badly I want a daughter." And I just cried. Then I refreshed my page and the very top post on Facebook was a picture of a little girl with the quote "A daughter is one of the most beautiful gifts this world has to give."

Is it a sign or was it just some crazy coincidence?

It made me so emotional.