TTC Girl - January 2012

[suregena]

I'm going to do my first test on the 30th. That might be too early (AF isn't due until February 1st or 2nd) but we're having a date day and are going out to eat (and I will eat regardless of the outcome to enjoy myself!) and stuff, so would be nice if I had a faint positive that day... but I'm not expecting it!

My cervix currently feels weird to me... it's hard like the nose but the opening feels very wide... I don't get it.

[laughinglynxie]

I should count myself lucky that I only have an 11 day LP? lol... I'll see if I can stand waiting until Feb. 6th to test.

[xokatietatie]

Keeping busy is the key! It's helped the days go by faster for me.

[amari]

Welcome, sis40. Hope your son is ok. How did the tbm go?

Well, I ended up going to the ob/gyn today because the last couple days I looked like I was 4 months pregnant and this morning I had sharp ovary pain. Turns out I have Ovarian Hyper Stimulation Syndrome from the clomid. I have to get blood work done and an ultrasound to make sure my electrolytes are ok etc. No sex for one month! And, if I'm not pregnant, (which it's looking like I'm not), I have to skip next month of trying so my ovary goes back to normal size. So sucky. I drowned my sorrows in my sons ' chicken nuggets and french fries tonight and a pb&j. Now my oversize belly hurts even more! I really wanted to have a baby before November. Sorry to vent.

[pinkin2011]

Aww Amari I am so sorry to hear that, How terrible.. And here I am just worried about stupid af coming. I hope that gets sorted out real soon for you just another thing you have to worry about hey!

Katie If I dont get af tomorrow I will test again but I dont like my chances unless I am one of the 3 percent that dont get a line on a frer at 13dpo

[Mochagirl]

I'm sorry, amari - that's a tough situation

[xokatietatie]

We went over to my parent's house tonight and we were all talking about DS1's tuition for school, and my mom said something AGAIN about how stupid it would be to have another child. I wanted to scream "Guess what, Mom?! I'm might be pregnant right now!!!!!!!!!" I didn't though, because I'm a big wimp. Uuuuuuuuuuugh.

[pinkin2011]

Katie does your mum know that you do want another baby.. not saying as in she knows you want one right now but in the future? Or is she saying it just incase she thinks you will have another baby? Just hate it how people have to say anything like that, My mum is always saying when are you going to have another one i want more grand children and i think why do you want more you hardly see the one you have!!! Makes you so angry when they have to say anything doesnt it... Why cant they just be happy for you in what ever you decide having another baby is wounderful.. And to have a big family would be so nice ( i think ) if i could

[Mochagirl]

Sorry, Katie - comments like that hurt - especially from someone you love.

[girlmom]

im so sorry katie, if it helps my mother called me yesterday and told me my baby probably wasn't a boy at all as the scan was too early and then she demanded to know when my husband was getting his vasectomy. she told me i was crazy and already my sister stopped speaking to me and my grandmother offered to pay for my abortion. really the only person who wanted this baby was me. i hope you are pregnant, your baby is a blessing boy or girl, it doesn't matter, its part of you and part of your family.