Uk SMOG Wannabes ~ February

[littlemisswilko]

good luck indigo!!! will be checking later

[Inglewood]

Charlie and Maybe, Thanks! my dad has a bp machine (since he had his stroke) his 1st symptom was a blurry eye a month b4 he had it, so he's all worried about me as Dh working till 7pm! Promised my parents if it happens again I will go and get the practice nurse to check my Bp if the midwife not there, or get his wee machine! Didn't realise u can get it checked at a pharmacy! Good to know.

[Inglewood]

Sunset, was it u that asked to see my bump these days?? here it is.. bit blurry, but an idea... xx

[littlemisswilko]

lovely bump pic inglewood!!!

[Babymad]

Hi all!

Welcome Gecon, hope you get on track with ov/af very soon!

Chocolate, what a pain about your scan! Though i guess looking at the bubs from any angle (other than a 2d side profile) at 12 weeks would be inaccurate anyway really for gender guessing. Still keeping my fx its pink for you!

Indigo, thinking of you loads hun! You will be fine hun whatever the outcome and i have a good feeling for you anyway! Remember how much you love those 2 little boys and you will feel the same about this one regardless Will wear some pink and keep my fx for you!

Babymad, trying not to read anything into triple hcg levels as there are a million stories of women with high levels and both genders. Its not as though my level is through the roof anyway, just better than i expected! Got a scan this sat, cant wait! I guess i will start to obsess about ramzi next! It never stops does it! how are you hun?

Hope your scan goes well. Is that an NHS or private scan? The obsessing never ends. I really got my hopes up for a girl as a few things pointed that way and I really hoped it was my turn especially after losing our little girl, it's so hard not to hope your dream will come true......I really hope you have a pink bean snuggled in there

I'm doing ok, had a couple of ok days last week and started to sort through baby things. I bought a new pram blanket in navy with white stars on from John Lewis, I really like it but obviously not as much as the pink one that they had! Some days it's like finding out all over again I am very emotional and feel dreadful but trying to make the most of the ok days. I need to buy a new pushchair so hoping to get a red one. I like the Maxi Cosi Elea. I sob my heart out when I watch things like OBEM and see the women giving birth to girls...to know I will never hear them words still hurts so so much. And it also hurts to know I will never experience my daughter giving birth....that really upsets me as it just isn't the same when your son had children.

How's the house going? Have they accepted your offer??

[Babymad]

Hi girls....

Indigo ~ thinking god you xx look forward to hearing your news x
Petal ~ pleased your little man is doing better, nightmare that you are told diff things!
Inglewood ~ I would call your MW and check it out. Lovely bump pic
Maybe ~ how exciting!....not long now

[HopeandDreamG]

Indigo~ Came to see if there was news yet!!

Deaks~ liking the tickers, yay!

Ingelwood~ what a beautiful bump...I wanna be you right now LOL

[maybebabythree]

Babymad sorry your still feeling bad. I have been cleaning and getting ready for d day. I keep on thinking that I would be to old to see any dd give birth so that helps me. I would be at least 60-70! Just trying to focus on my boys and giving them more so I get more back. It's hard still but getting so much better. My friend gave me lots of girlie things but I just priced them up to sell for the nct without any upset at all.

I have a red pram - lush! I love red! Dave has many a red outfit too! It doesn't suit my boys as they are blonde but though! It suits me ;-)

[Inglewood]

Did anyone get the feeling in OBEM that the dad was gutted to have a girl? The one who went in for section and was sent home, only to be sectioned anyway! Even my Dh said he seemed really annoyed and was kinna rude on the phone telling someone her name was Faith and tough if they didn't like it! After her losing a baby and being told they never would be able to have kids, you would think he would be delighted either gender. His disappointment was so obvious that my Dh even said, you think he's hide it a bit better lor the camera's! Maybe I look into these things more than I should....lol

[Babymad]

Babymad sorry your still feeling bad. I have been cleaning and getting ready for d day. I keep on thinking that I would be to old to see any dd give birth so that helps me. I would be at least 60-70! Just trying to focus on my boys and giving them more so I get more back. It's hard still but getting so much better. My friend gave me lots of girlie things but I just priced them up to sell for the nct without any upset at all.

I have a red pram - lush! I love red! Dave has many a red outfit too! It doesn't suit my boys as they are blonde but though! It suits me ;-)

I love red too I always remember how Lucky how I am to have three healthily boys, I never take that for granted and I love them to the moon and back and much much more...they are my world and bring me so much happiness. They defo keep me going on the bad days. I think that's why I don't really talk to friends abut how I feel because I think they will just make the assumption that I don't love my children as I should do and that I just keep having children to get a girl and I couldn't bare people to think that as its so not true. the longing is hard to understand if you've never been there.

Can't wait for your little man to arrive