Pink sway graduates - how are you all?!

[Mochagirl]

Fresas - good luck at your appointment

[zanacal]

FX those numbers improve fresas.

Hi mandicane, lovely to hear from you! So exciting that you're having a gender scan

[fresas]

I'm probably going to see my doctor tomorrow because the bleeding has increased. It is bright red and there is tissue in the blood. I have had some lower back pain, also. I'm feeling kind of sad about this because now I'm positive I am miscarrying, but maybe it is for the best. I will just need some time to process this all. I wish there was a way to find out exactly what happened because I am like that. I need lots of details to feel closure. Since I will probably never have the details, I don't know if I will ever feel total closure, but I hope so.

[Mochagirl]

I'm really sorry, fresas

[rainbowflower]

I'm probably going to see my doctor tomorrow because the bleeding has increased. It is bright red and there is tissue in the blood. I have had some lower back pain, also. I'm feeling kind of sad about this because now I'm positive I am miscarrying, but maybe it is for the best. I will just need some time to process this all. I wish there was a way to find out exactly what happened because I am like that. I need lots of details to feel closure. Since I will probably never have the details, I don't know if I will ever feel total closure, but I hope so.

so sorry I'm the same - need details too - and not knowing answers does draw out the grieving process for me.
I won't lie, 2 years on I'm still grieving and still cry about it some days, but it is a lot less raw now and it does get easier to cope with.

[auroara78]

Fresas sorry about the posssible MC

It's really interesting thread...I've never had a MC before, but reading what you guys felt about it really helps me try to understand it

My sister had two miscarriages, one was super early at like 6 weeks, the other, her last pregancy, has haunted her because it was at around 13 weeks. She was in her 40s so they believe it was chromomal. She had to have a D&C because it wasn't miscarrying on its own. They offered to test for gender or why exactly it passed, but she didn't want information. I totally respect her wishes and understand how for her knowing too much would have made her grieve harder.

However, I think if that happened to me, I'd want to know all details, because not knowing woudl drive me crazy and I would be caught up in wondering about the baby's identity. I think for me knowing the facts would add closure. So I totally get both sides of the coin...of wanting to know, or feeling peace without knowing all the details.

It's a very individual decision.

[fresas]

I'm officially miscarrying.

My progesterone was never high enough to sustain a healthy pregnancy. The pregnancy itself may not have been healthy, either. I just hope the bleeding can hurry up and be done.

I will never know and that will be hard to deal with, but I can do it. Thanks again to everyone for all of the support.

[purplepoet20]

I'm officially miscarrying.

My progesterone was never high enough to sustain a healthy pregnancy. The pregnancy itself may not have been healthy, either. I just hope the bleeding can hurry up and be done.

I will never know and that will be hard to deal with, but I can do it. Thanks again to everyone for all of the support.

So sorry... I hope everything goes ok the next time.

[Mochagirl]

I'm so sorry, fresas

[purplepoet20]

I really hope for a girl today. Trying to catch up on cleaning and I started washing the 6 30gallon bags of clothing I got at the last clothing swap. So many cute dresses, crazy leggings, and the onies with "daddy's princess" on them. Of course one bag is full of 5 and 6 boys jeans so I guess it's not that much girly things. But the 2 purple dresses have me dreaming right now.

I wish I knew what it was already!