Due December 2012! Christmas Babies!

[Gentle]

Waaaah! I saw a heartbeat today!!!!! I couldn't settle or believe it was happening till now and now the 2 boys are vomiting so I can't settle anyway! But I so believed I was going to see an empty sac that I just lost it a bit when the gorgeous lady found the heartbeat within about 3 seconds of putting the wand on my belly.

I'll catch up with all your news tomorrow when God willing the vomiting has stopped - I just hid away for a bit while dealing with the fears.

[NeedAGirl!]

Awesome Gentle! So happy for a sticky bean!!

[amari]

Glad to hear it gentle!

Dloui-Don't put any stalk into which side you o'd from or your skin, these are just old wives tales. Just think about your sway!

Hope-Can't wait for your attempt and bfp!

Needagirl-thanks for the pep talk! That's great that dh is so open to getting you your dg!

[Yuzu]

Yuzu- not really, no signs. Some light amount of whitish discharge (sorry) in my underwear which I never really have. hmmm. Glad to hear u didn't have to wait maybe it will b here by the weekend. Hoping

I know this is TMI, but I too had some weird discharge between chemical and AF. I actually threw some of my underwear out; luckily I need new underwear anyway. I have my fingers crossed that you'll have AF by this weekend so you can start your next cycle.

[HopeandDreamG]

Thanks amari! I'm wiring to join u. Always dreamed of twins.

Yuzu- that's good to know. I'm not the discharging type, so I figured it was the chemical. Interesting it happened for u too. I started spotting! Thinking AF maybe tomorrow!

[dloui128]

Dloui-Don't put any stalk into which side you o'd from or your skin, these are just old wives tales. Just think about your sway!

I know you are right, I just can't help it. DH is firm on not finding out the gender of this baby since it is our last so I think it is driving me even more crazy because I have to wait another 7 months thinking I am having a girl. Somehow I feel like a failure if I don't have a boy. Google is my enemy right now

[NeedAGirl!]

Why is he firm on not finding out?? For me I HAVE to find out, ASAP. I did not find out with either of my other babies. I REFUSE to be sad this time when my baby is here. I need to get over it before he is here if that is the case. I want to be joyful - like normal people! Really, I think it is imperative to my mental health to find out. If DH was not willing, I hate to think it but I am pretty sure I would find out anyway and just not tell him.

[dloui128]

Why is he firm on not finding out?? For me I HAVE to find out, ASAP. I did not find out with either of my other babies. I REFUSE to be sad this time when my baby is here. I need to get over it before he is here if that is the case. I want to be joyful - like normal people! Really, I think it is imperative to my mental health to find out. If DH was not willing, I hate to think it but I am pretty sure I would find out anyway and just not tell him.

We found out with our other two and he says he wants a surprise, he says he doesn't care either way if it is a boy or girl but I know he really wants a boy, he just says it so I won't get upset. Believe me if I knew I could keep it a secret I would totally find out and not tell anyone, but if it was a boy I wouldn't be able to hold it in I would be so excited and if it was a girl he would notice I was upset, so my only option is to try and convince him which I know won't work or just stick it out for 7 more months and OBSESS

[fivebabies]

That's so hard dloui. I don't think its fair for husbands to put their foot down on something like that. You're carrying the baby!

I'm fine having another boy (I think) but the last several days my DD has been having almost panic attacks about this baby being another boy. She balls her little eyes out because she has 2 big brothers that pick on her at times and never want her to tag along and a little brother that only wants to play baseball. She feels so alone. She says that she just knows its going to be another brother. It makes her so sad and seems to be stressing her out. I hate this.

And problem is that when I had an u/s on Monday the baby's head looked boy to me...Just got a boy vibe from it.

I love my boys with all my heart and will love another just the same but I just feel awful for my DD.

Thanks for listening.

[dloui128]

That's so hard dloui. I don't think its fair for husbands to put their foot down on something like that. You're carrying the baby!

I'm fine having another boy (I think) but the last several days my DD has been having almost panic attacks about this baby being another boy. She balls her little eyes out because she has 2 big brothers that pick on her at times and never want her to tag along and a little brother that only wants to play baseball. She feels so alone. She says that she just knows its going to be another brother. It makes her so sad and seems to be stressing her out. I hate this.

And problem is that when I had an u/s on Monday the baby's head looked boy to me...Just got a boy vibe from it.

I love my boys with all my heart and will love another just the same but I just feel awful for my DD.

Thanks for listening.

I think he is insisting on not finding out because he knows I will be sad if I hear girl, but if I don't know until delivery then I will be happy regardless once I see her